I don't know if it's related but had some crazy physical stuff come up not long after doing some healing on emotions today.
My face and hands went numb, blurry vision, felt so out of it and disconnected from everything. I was still able to talk and stuff and even went down the street but in the end I just had to go home. I did qigong and the numbness has passed but for hours now i've had soreness in my right temple and now i'm feeling sick.
I don't know if it was something being triggered, but the timing was strange. Also during it I was thinking about when I got knocked out and the feeling was similar to having concussion and thinking of that come up.
I wasn't totally dehabilitated, I had the brief thought of a stroke but I was still functional as in able to walk and talk and such. I searched before and it turns out most of the symptoms also could be a migraine.
Also today a big feeling of just wanting to give up, there's no point even fucking trying with girls because all that ever happens is it leads to pain and rejection. And similar things that were pretty intense.
I wonder if it was all a reaction to those things, if so it would be the worst emotional reaction i've had. The last few days doing the healing i'm doing daily hasn't been as intense, today all that comes up then the physical things happen.
More just waiting until the end date of DMSI, because honestly it doesn't work to achieve the goals. Other things i've done in this area in the past have had much more results in a shorter amount of time.
6 months on 3.1. Several other months on 3.0.1. Feel like i've wasted my time.
PSTEC and visualization brought results in getting laid several times, WM at one point had alot of girls after me, though most lived too far away. AM I was with a few, stage 2 seemed to be the best for that for some reason. E2 was the best in that I was with 3 different girls during it who were significantly younger than me. And another one was kind of after me and I ended up sleeping with her on DMSI 3.0.1 which even seemed better for actual results.
One girl I started seeing on E2 I still was on 3.0.1 and it was when I went to 3.1 mainly, especially B that the whole thing blew up and she went weird on me and I have no idea why.
Todays thought is there's no point continuing with B for another 3 weeks. It 'feels' like something might happen maybe.. but that's the same feelings and thoughts i've had the whole time like "I might be close to a breakthrough, especially if feelings are intense like this" yet in the end it really amounts to nothing. And it's not like i'm a virgin who's never been with girls or never been able to meet girls, i've been with quite a few. It seems with 3.1 my ability to do so has actually got worse.
Curious about 3.2 but it won't be out for quite a while with what's going on unfortunately.
My face and hands went numb, blurry vision, felt so out of it and disconnected from everything. I was still able to talk and stuff and even went down the street but in the end I just had to go home. I did qigong and the numbness has passed but for hours now i've had soreness in my right temple and now i'm feeling sick.
I don't know if it was something being triggered, but the timing was strange. Also during it I was thinking about when I got knocked out and the feeling was similar to having concussion and thinking of that come up.
I wasn't totally dehabilitated, I had the brief thought of a stroke but I was still functional as in able to walk and talk and such. I searched before and it turns out most of the symptoms also could be a migraine.
Also today a big feeling of just wanting to give up, there's no point even fucking trying with girls because all that ever happens is it leads to pain and rejection. And similar things that were pretty intense.
I wonder if it was all a reaction to those things, if so it would be the worst emotional reaction i've had. The last few days doing the healing i'm doing daily hasn't been as intense, today all that comes up then the physical things happen.
More just waiting until the end date of DMSI, because honestly it doesn't work to achieve the goals. Other things i've done in this area in the past have had much more results in a shorter amount of time.
6 months on 3.1. Several other months on 3.0.1. Feel like i've wasted my time.
PSTEC and visualization brought results in getting laid several times, WM at one point had alot of girls after me, though most lived too far away. AM I was with a few, stage 2 seemed to be the best for that for some reason. E2 was the best in that I was with 3 different girls during it who were significantly younger than me. And another one was kind of after me and I ended up sleeping with her on DMSI 3.0.1 which even seemed better for actual results.
One girl I started seeing on E2 I still was on 3.0.1 and it was when I went to 3.1 mainly, especially B that the whole thing blew up and she went weird on me and I have no idea why.
Todays thought is there's no point continuing with B for another 3 weeks. It 'feels' like something might happen maybe.. but that's the same feelings and thoughts i've had the whole time like "I might be close to a breakthrough, especially if feelings are intense like this" yet in the end it really amounts to nothing. And it's not like i'm a virgin who's never been with girls or never been able to meet girls, i've been with quite a few. It seems with 3.1 my ability to do so has actually got worse.
Curious about 3.2 but it won't be out for quite a while with what's going on unfortunately.
