09-08-2017, 04:38 AM
Felt a little better today on B. Talked to a girl in the gym I usually talk to and I felt a little awkward but she was laughing tons saying how funny I am.
When I was stretching before my workout this old lady was next to me and kept staring and smiling at me, I said hi but she had headphones on and didn't answer but kept giving me these massive smiles. Turns out she was there with her husband haha. I was a bit like "wtf".
Near the end of the workout when I was stretching a girl on the treadmill was staring, I was like "what is she looking at me like that for" as no smile or anything. Then a few minutes later she got off the treadmill and I reflexively went over to talk to her and she was smiling a fair bit so I guess she was looking at me.
It was a little awkward cos this new sexy asian girl was there who has walked past several times and smiled at me. I went to talk to her but felt a little awkward since I was waiting a while and built it up in my head. I had in my mind I was gonna ask her to go for coffee but the awkward thing.. the other girl I always talk to who i've been for coffee with it looks like they are friends. I asked her what she's doing and she said "having coffee with (girl I always talk to)."
I was basically thinking "dammit this is awkward" and didn't do anything after that.
Here's an interesting thing though that hasn't come up until now. Once a week I trim my beard down and tonight after I did it I just felt like something was wrong, mainly on my neckline it felt totally wrong and way too long though it's a similar length it's always been. I did some research and they suggest shaving it a little above the adams apple.
I decided not to quite go that far but I shaved it a little at a time, my skin is sensitive so went all red and some was bleeding so I stopped after a bit and i'll see how it looks tomorrow when my neck isn't red but it already feels way better. Since that's never come up before I have a feeling I can attribute that to something on B helping me to realize how I can look better. It was definately going too far down my neck, though from losing so much weight I have a bit of skin around my neck that is annoying so I don't want to trim it there too much.
When I was stretching before my workout this old lady was next to me and kept staring and smiling at me, I said hi but she had headphones on and didn't answer but kept giving me these massive smiles. Turns out she was there with her husband haha. I was a bit like "wtf".
Near the end of the workout when I was stretching a girl on the treadmill was staring, I was like "what is she looking at me like that for" as no smile or anything. Then a few minutes later she got off the treadmill and I reflexively went over to talk to her and she was smiling a fair bit so I guess she was looking at me.
It was a little awkward cos this new sexy asian girl was there who has walked past several times and smiled at me. I went to talk to her but felt a little awkward since I was waiting a while and built it up in my head. I had in my mind I was gonna ask her to go for coffee but the awkward thing.. the other girl I always talk to who i've been for coffee with it looks like they are friends. I asked her what she's doing and she said "having coffee with (girl I always talk to)."
I was basically thinking "dammit this is awkward" and didn't do anything after that.
Here's an interesting thing though that hasn't come up until now. Once a week I trim my beard down and tonight after I did it I just felt like something was wrong, mainly on my neckline it felt totally wrong and way too long though it's a similar length it's always been. I did some research and they suggest shaving it a little above the adams apple.
I decided not to quite go that far but I shaved it a little at a time, my skin is sensitive so went all red and some was bleeding so I stopped after a bit and i'll see how it looks tomorrow when my neck isn't red but it already feels way better. Since that's never come up before I have a feeling I can attribute that to something on B helping me to realize how I can look better. It was definately going too far down my neck, though from losing so much weight I have a bit of skin around my neck that is annoying so I don't want to trim it there too much.
