09-05-2017, 12:01 PM
(09-04-2017, 09:21 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Had the intuition to retest with the sway test whether A or B is the best way forward for now as when I tested the loops it was only for Version A, plus I also feel i've dealt with a whole lot of stuff in the last few months.
Seems the most effective way forward is again Version B. That was the answer I got ages ago that it would be the most effective, but the intensity of it was too much at the time. Making good progress on healing since then i'll see how it goes. Also from the sway test 8 loops plus the other things i'm doing was too much for me to process which I suspected so I thought i'd sway test it.
I also had the feeling pop up today that "I'm ready to be with girls again". I don't know if that's simply impatience as the date I had set is only 10 days from now or what it is. I will continue the healing and things i'm doing also and not just hope they will fill something for me like before.
Seeing I have a month left on DMSI I guess from tonight i'll do B for that month.
Tuesday 5/9/17 - DMSI Version B with 5 loops as per sway test.
That's interesting, as whenever I used the phrasing, "most effective," it's always come back Version B, as well. It's whenever I used words like "gentle" and "safe" that Version A would become the answer.
