08-01-2017, 11:37 PM
It's getting deeper. I posted in detail in my offline journal but I won't go into as much detail here about this.
But a few other deep core wounded emotions are coming up, and I can see how they are all connected to similar things. A couple more come up today intensely
Well I realized that i'm holding onto these core wounded emotions at a deep level.. projecting it out, filtering and perceiving the world through them without even being aware of it until now. And it's no wonder i've had the issues i've had, felt the ways I have and responded the way I have to things with those running the majority of the time.
Occasionally i'll briefly have a time when they aren't 'active' and that way of being in the world is completely different. Then fear or something comes up or the wounded feelings come back because they are still there on a deeper level and it doesn't last.
These feelings i've pushed down and ignored, but they have still been operating and now i'm starting to bring them to awareness, notice how in the moment it's causing me to see things and start to allow myself to feel them and make peace with them.
Yeah.. so I expected all these crazy sex stories and stuff from DMSI, I didn't expect it to get to this.
But at this point I think it shows that it's gone deeper than anything else, even though i'm bringing in Inner Bonding and other things to work on these emotions I don't think I would have got to them without DMSI.
But a few other deep core wounded emotions are coming up, and I can see how they are all connected to similar things. A couple more come up today intensely
Well I realized that i'm holding onto these core wounded emotions at a deep level.. projecting it out, filtering and perceiving the world through them without even being aware of it until now. And it's no wonder i've had the issues i've had, felt the ways I have and responded the way I have to things with those running the majority of the time.
Occasionally i'll briefly have a time when they aren't 'active' and that way of being in the world is completely different. Then fear or something comes up or the wounded feelings come back because they are still there on a deeper level and it doesn't last.
These feelings i've pushed down and ignored, but they have still been operating and now i'm starting to bring them to awareness, notice how in the moment it's causing me to see things and start to allow myself to feel them and make peace with them.
Yeah.. so I expected all these crazy sex stories and stuff from DMSI, I didn't expect it to get to this.
But at this point I think it shows that it's gone deeper than anything else, even though i'm bringing in Inner Bonding and other things to work on these emotions I don't think I would have got to them without DMSI.
