07-29-2017, 05:13 PM
Thanks Duke, it's something that has always been 'there' but it makes sense how much more aware i'm becoming of it and seems part of the process being hyperaware of it. I am noticing it's relaxing a little, well some days.. then it comes back a bit stronger. Interestingly what is seeming to happen is I feel it relax a bit then get the intution to test for amount of loops again and it goes up, then I increase and more comes up.
I can see how my mind is wanting to find ways to escape. That is one reason that for a while i'm not trying to 'jump' to or on any girls
As at this point it's another escape.
Cool, seems like we're saying similar things Reezox. I read endgame a while ago. That is similar to what John says, mainly you're going to do things you enjoy, places you want to go, and inviting girls into your world if you come across them, creating connections and such.
I can see how my mind is wanting to find ways to escape. That is one reason that for a while i'm not trying to 'jump' to or on any girls
As at this point it's another escape.Cool, seems like we're saying similar things Reezox. I read endgame a while ago. That is similar to what John says, mainly you're going to do things you enjoy, places you want to go, and inviting girls into your world if you come across them, creating connections and such.
