Seems the work on the trauma I mentioned continued last night, usually it's only 1 night this stuff happens then doesn't for a while.
Had this disturbing dream where I was driving a truck down a road and for some reason there was a dead puppy someone run over and I seen it and instantly felt sad and thought of my puppy. Then there was a few others up the road and a big group of dogs that had fallen off a truck or something and I was pressing the brakes but the truck wasn't stopping properly but I managed to avoid them.
Then my dad was in the truck and we were going down the road in the dark and he was telling me to slow down but my leg wouldn't work, I couldn't move it and we got to the edge of a hill and I was scared the truck was going to fall off, eventually I managed to move my leg with my hands and put it on the break and I woke up to my leg jumping kind of like in fear and it startled me awake.
No idea what it means, or how it's related to anything.. but either when I woke up or later on I started thinking of when I was attacked again and some fear come up and I just allowed it to be there in my body.
Had this disturbing dream where I was driving a truck down a road and for some reason there was a dead puppy someone run over and I seen it and instantly felt sad and thought of my puppy. Then there was a few others up the road and a big group of dogs that had fallen off a truck or something and I was pressing the brakes but the truck wasn't stopping properly but I managed to avoid them.
Then my dad was in the truck and we were going down the road in the dark and he was telling me to slow down but my leg wouldn't work, I couldn't move it and we got to the edge of a hill and I was scared the truck was going to fall off, eventually I managed to move my leg with my hands and put it on the break and I woke up to my leg jumping kind of like in fear and it startled me awake.
No idea what it means, or how it's related to anything.. but either when I woke up or later on I started thinking of when I was attacked again and some fear come up and I just allowed it to be there in my body.
