6G bonanza journalings and random musings (Currently: OSC + DRS))

[Have at ye]

OSC keeps digging at making me more self-confident in areas where I could use some, like f. in. confidence in my sexual prowess (which is spectacular, I just lost a lot of confidence in it due to my psycho ex's abuse). I can feel it kicking in whenever I'm in a situation or read something that would remind me of, f. in., situations in which I wouldn't get hard on my psycho ex's demand (it's not even actual ED, not really. It's interesting to read what Freud had to say on cases of "male impotence" in his psychoanalytic work, like f. in. here: http://math.msgsu.edu.tr/~dpierce/Texts/...sement.pdf) I can feel an internal struggle between the trained helplessness and the re-newed sense of self-confidence taking place.

Got a social gathering today, a lengthy one. Let's see what fun stuff happens!