03-17-2025, 02:17 PM
Day 39 of OSC + DRS v2
I noticed one thing, and you may have noticed it as well - I'm less shy when it comes to journaling here ever since I started running DRS v2, kinda like back in the early DMSI days when I'd journal a whole lot. I'd often start feeling bad/unwell/angry/sometimes even slightly paranoid after journaling here for an extended period of time, especially while running programs with the grounding shield/NDRS (remember when I threw a tantrum and quit the forum for a while while running OED 5.11G? Yeah, could be related). This also extends to my speaking out in public and suchlike.
I went to this seminar being co-run by my lovely lady analyst, and I'll be joining it for the full monty (it's gonna be several meetings 1-2 times per month). Observed two ladies among the group whom I find sexually attractive, one of the MILFy type (definitely older than me by the looks of her, but very attractive nonetheless), we'll see how our interactions develop over time and with X4A in play (for science
).
Wonky sensations have made a return today, and again they seem to be centered around my right foot (this time with slight stinging/pains in the big toe. Last time it was more around the little toe, heh). But it's nothing I can't handle, and they come and they go.
Scored a fairly sizeable translation job today, gonna have to work on it overnight, but I certainly won't mind the money (half a 6G program's price for one night's work? Sign me up!)
I noticed one thing, and you may have noticed it as well - I'm less shy when it comes to journaling here ever since I started running DRS v2, kinda like back in the early DMSI days when I'd journal a whole lot. I'd often start feeling bad/unwell/angry/sometimes even slightly paranoid after journaling here for an extended period of time, especially while running programs with the grounding shield/NDRS (remember when I threw a tantrum and quit the forum for a while while running OED 5.11G? Yeah, could be related). This also extends to my speaking out in public and suchlike.
I went to this seminar being co-run by my lovely lady analyst, and I'll be joining it for the full monty (it's gonna be several meetings 1-2 times per month). Observed two ladies among the group whom I find sexually attractive, one of the MILFy type (definitely older than me by the looks of her, but very attractive nonetheless), we'll see how our interactions develop over time and with X4A in play (for science
).Wonky sensations have made a return today, and again they seem to be centered around my right foot (this time with slight stinging/pains in the big toe. Last time it was more around the little toe, heh). But it's nothing I can't handle, and they come and they go.
Scored a fairly sizeable translation job today, gonna have to work on it overnight, but I certainly won't mind the money (half a 6G program's price for one night's work? Sign me up!)
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
