02-27-2025, 02:30 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-27-2025, 02:30 AM by Have at ye.)
Had my consultation with the endocrinologist today, gonna do a whole battery of tests. Blood *will* be shed (lol). 
Had a bit of an *almost* rage-attack yesterday while practicing and I got frustrated. But I maintained full control and did not act out. This could be DRS v2 firing up as well because I'd often get attacked by detractors when practicing (and performing too, I guess, but I'm so focused on the perfromance that I don't really monitor anything else while doing so). OSCing is progressing. I feel way more self-confident internally, when it comes to external expression that's still work under progress, but it's on an upswing. 21 days of OSC today! (I am aiming for 62, having interpreted "two months" from the instructions as 31 days x 2).
Darn it, I really hope we get OED 6G sooner rather than later. Perhaps I'll try lobbying Shannon in his journal discussion once he's back 100%.
Had a bit of an *almost* rage-attack yesterday while practicing and I got frustrated. But I maintained full control and did not act out. This could be DRS v2 firing up as well because I'd often get attacked by detractors when practicing (and performing too, I guess, but I'm so focused on the perfromance that I don't really monitor anything else while doing so). OSCing is progressing. I feel way more self-confident internally, when it comes to external expression that's still work under progress, but it's on an upswing. 21 days of OSC today! (I am aiming for 62, having interpreted "two months" from the instructions as 31 days x 2).
Darn it, I really hope we get OED 6G sooner rather than later. Perhaps I'll try lobbying Shannon in his journal discussion once he's back 100%.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
