The gym was packed with hot girls this time. Multiple 8/10s atleast. Its interesting how im (executing( wait what?)) able to read slight energy differences in girls and can someone sense their jelousy, their insecurity, horniness etc. ( now im thinking about it, it was prolly that) Pretty sure its instinct and filtering through my masculinity.
Anyway, I blocked somewhat when seeing them. It was like an awkward situation of throwing glances between us all. Even the brunette who I consider lookswise my type, went my way, to work out around me. Cute girl def.
Also, I love it when women give. Its feminine. Nourish that. Beauty needs a witness. Yet in another way idgaf aswell. Just sex straight up bang no limits, no excuses, nothing. Just straight forward sex and no hiding at all. Embracing sex and embracing myself fully, whole-ly.
Also, some part of me is literally hyped and is getting used to it. Internal shifts aswell as adjusting to a "new" reality of abundance and women and sex.
Im done in a way in keeping the fortress up. Im ready to bring it down and being present and just alpha no nonsence primal.
Anyway, I blocked somewhat when seeing them. It was like an awkward situation of throwing glances between us all. Even the brunette who I consider lookswise my type, went my way, to work out around me. Cute girl def.
Also, I love it when women give. Its feminine. Nourish that. Beauty needs a witness. Yet in another way idgaf aswell. Just sex straight up bang no limits, no excuses, nothing. Just straight forward sex and no hiding at all. Embracing sex and embracing myself fully, whole-ly.
Also, some part of me is literally hyped and is getting used to it. Internal shifts aswell as adjusting to a "new" reality of abundance and women and sex.
Im done in a way in keeping the fortress up. Im ready to bring it down and being present and just alpha no nonsence primal.
