Yesterday, as I mentioned in Shannon's journal discussion thread, I felt TID from UMS. Huge relief around finances, money, succes ( and now aswell, im stoked as fuk! ) also, to an more subtle (?) Degree E3 TID. im running DMSI, yet feel, when focussing on E3, that it influences me. Not to say, the TID from UMS, the FRM is powerfull as shit aswell as smooth. With E3 it feels like an automatic stream.
Why am I saying its TID? Because it feels similar to when I had DMSI TID going on.
Life is good.
I realize I was to dependent on friends. Life is great, the world is my territory and oppurtunities are abundant. Also, im sort of "repelling" my old friends to make room for new. I will no longer be participating in useless dribble. Its not me, not them. It aint personal, I rather just level up, we live different lives now. Friends come and go, and making friends is easy.
I choose for myself at this point. Im retreating and cant stand wasting my life away. Its making me nauseous and disgusted. Go out, meet people, bang, make connections, memories, adventures, festivals, do something. Stale mediocrity aint for me at all now anymore. Choosing me feels good, im have incredible potential and wirth.. The fear of "losing" people is gone. Connections go deeper now, fluid, easy. As it should.
I have desire to move places. Current place is small. Moving to an bigger city, or even other country, is something I want to do for oppurtunity and option sake. Expand your mind. Expand your world.
Detaching from the group of friends is some sort of detox to me. Its like coming out a daze. Like it opens my eyes and re-centres me in my choices. Just getting less attached, less stale, more fluid. Life is in constant flux and like its said, people fall off and people join. Its all pretty automatic.
Oh, Im also pushed to the "I have a gf" frame. Like im already have one. If I say yes to the current girls that show IOS, I will have 3 fukbuddies.
Entrepreneurblood is flowing. Concepts come together and im questioning myself, why didnt I thought of this before? I know the answer, fear.
Why am I saying its TID? Because it feels similar to when I had DMSI TID going on.
Life is good.
I realize I was to dependent on friends. Life is great, the world is my territory and oppurtunities are abundant. Also, im sort of "repelling" my old friends to make room for new. I will no longer be participating in useless dribble. Its not me, not them. It aint personal, I rather just level up, we live different lives now. Friends come and go, and making friends is easy.
I choose for myself at this point. Im retreating and cant stand wasting my life away. Its making me nauseous and disgusted. Go out, meet people, bang, make connections, memories, adventures, festivals, do something. Stale mediocrity aint for me at all now anymore. Choosing me feels good, im have incredible potential and wirth.. The fear of "losing" people is gone. Connections go deeper now, fluid, easy. As it should.
I have desire to move places. Current place is small. Moving to an bigger city, or even other country, is something I want to do for oppurtunity and option sake. Expand your mind. Expand your world.
Detaching from the group of friends is some sort of detox to me. Its like coming out a daze. Like it opens my eyes and re-centres me in my choices. Just getting less attached, less stale, more fluid. Life is in constant flux and like its said, people fall off and people join. Its all pretty automatic.
Oh, Im also pushed to the "I have a gf" frame. Like im already have one. If I say yes to the current girls that show IOS, I will have 3 fukbuddies.
Entrepreneurblood is flowing. Concepts come together and im questioning myself, why didnt I thought of this before? I know the answer, fear.
