Woke up this morning feeling light, without fear, rather like "something missed" 0 internal triggers at all. Serene even.
Anyways, as I woke up, I was thinking back at choices through my life, related to the former post about "missed oppurtunities". I arrived at the point of when "shit became to much > shutdown" around I dont know what age. At a point I decided fuck it back then. Now, tracing back to this point was fairly easy, and, guess what? Fear was the root. This also shows how execution is inevitable.
We have choices.
Im also cutting out crap out of my life who functioned as a "distraction". Not going to delve into it here. It was and is rather dark and seems to be in an uprising globally. It all made me kinda not grounded, in my head, distracted while life and relationships are right here to work on and life keeps moving, Clock keeps ticking away. Responsibility without fear
My attitude has definitely shifted. My character grown. My focus coming back.
To finish this post, without fear, wisdom is applied. Atleast should, as im my case, some things when they are crossed, will seriously compromise my life. Yet, my head is still "there".
Anyways, as I woke up, I was thinking back at choices through my life, related to the former post about "missed oppurtunities". I arrived at the point of when "shit became to much > shutdown" around I dont know what age. At a point I decided fuck it back then. Now, tracing back to this point was fairly easy, and, guess what? Fear was the root. This also shows how execution is inevitable.
We have choices.
Im also cutting out crap out of my life who functioned as a "distraction". Not going to delve into it here. It was and is rather dark and seems to be in an uprising globally. It all made me kinda not grounded, in my head, distracted while life and relationships are right here to work on and life keeps moving, Clock keeps ticking away. Responsibility without fear
My attitude has definitely shifted. My character grown. My focus coming back.
To finish this post, without fear, wisdom is applied. Atleast should, as im my case, some things when they are crossed, will seriously compromise my life. Yet, my head is still "there".
