08-30-2018, 10:57 AM
(08-30-2018, 09:46 AM)thor2014 Wrote: SM stage 2 Day 9
Sarge\Frosted thanks for your constructive input. Today I am feeling under the weather its like some insecurities have come to the surface which are troubling me. I feel sad, insecure empty. All the memories from my dark past seem to have reared their ugly heads. I thought DMSI A had cleared that out but I can feel the weight of these emotions in my head. Part of me says go back to DMSI I dont what the hell is going on. Maybe I should go back to AMS not sure I am all confused. Its like the all the confidence, charm, charisma and masculinity i radiate has been broken.
I didnt go out today and stayed in watching youtube videos ignored all the calls I was getting.
I feel you man. Been the same the past few days but not nearly as bad as in earlier versions of DMSI. Or SM for that matter.
Sometimes it's good to just take a day for yourself.
