(10-02-2018, 01:07 PM)findingme Wrote: ...
And for its sheer power and the most recent developments, I've been wondering about DMSI. I do have ugly associations with sex, all taken from my childhood. I still feel very inadequate and inept in regards to sex with women. Well.....not sex really--it's the relating I avoid.
But my main goal is mental detoxing of old beliefs I have towards myself and other people. I love the polymorphic scripting where it finds my hidden needs and heals them. What I experienced my first UD run I did not see coming. It touched my core.
Seems like you've narrowed the choices down, yourself.
If it were me, I'd go with the newest, most powerful healing available - even though it's geared toward achieving being seduced by the sex you are attracted to - DMSI 3.3. Give it 3 months after your E2 run, and then if you want to cycle back to UD or E2, do so.
I have a feeling DMSI 3.3 is going to turn some heads...360. (Choo-choo! That's the sound of the man / workin' on the train The Hype-Train!)