02-15-2018, 07:43 AM
So, I seem to have an increase of TID happening which I realized pretty much after posting in Shannon's journal discussion part 2.
Went hard at the gym today. Before I got some pre-drink and the coat-dressed girl which I rated an 8/10 before walked in as I was about to drive off. Classy girl. Felt no need to walk in, or maybe I do, perhaps I have some stuff intetnally goin on as I feel kinda in a struggle. Anyways, people seem to react to my status nowadays. Even the guy, who subcommunicates hostility seems to dialed down a bit. I notice im overcoming some things in terms of drive. Still, my extremity in my sexuality mixed with agression is something im coming to terms with. I knew it all the time that it was there, yet, in ways im holding back, or rather, I held back. To embrace this gives me a huge surge and increase in, well, everything.
I feel TID changing my mindset in terms of caffeine, nicotine and all else. Its an sense of "oh well, it gives me even an bigger flair" or something along those lines.
The aura is pretty present and im growing in my celebrity status.
Anyways, as I drove my car to the gym, some blond 9/10 gaves a huge beaming smile. It does change my outlook in to which is my attraction circle. Wven those we locked eyes and she was hot, I felt this natural fearless attraction coming up. It was like she waited for me to drive in.
Energywise, it matched hard for those moments.
"G" acted submissive but kinda confusing. My voice and speech, aswell as bodylanguage was slightly invasive, just as with "C" last weekend and with "S", and displayed non fearlessness. She was all shiwing off, but man, some girls flirt in ridiculous ways that I just want to take it from them and get on with it.
Blame it on my sadism which is growing and growing in bdsm like fashion. I simply do not give a fuck.
Anyway, I saw my face morph while going ham on shoulders. Like a beast drilling back in my eyes from the mirrors. Some guys came to me asking for advice and I went smooth in speech, just flowing automatically.
I take whats mine and showed it in my interaction with "G" when I was done with training. Her eyes were sparkling.
Alright, so, to draw some of Shannons journal discussion topic, I see it happen, and it will happen, that women approach and inject themselves at the gym, only to have ut ending up in banging. The tides are turning.
Went hard at the gym today. Before I got some pre-drink and the coat-dressed girl which I rated an 8/10 before walked in as I was about to drive off. Classy girl. Felt no need to walk in, or maybe I do, perhaps I have some stuff intetnally goin on as I feel kinda in a struggle. Anyways, people seem to react to my status nowadays. Even the guy, who subcommunicates hostility seems to dialed down a bit. I notice im overcoming some things in terms of drive. Still, my extremity in my sexuality mixed with agression is something im coming to terms with. I knew it all the time that it was there, yet, in ways im holding back, or rather, I held back. To embrace this gives me a huge surge and increase in, well, everything.
I feel TID changing my mindset in terms of caffeine, nicotine and all else. Its an sense of "oh well, it gives me even an bigger flair" or something along those lines.
The aura is pretty present and im growing in my celebrity status.
Anyways, as I drove my car to the gym, some blond 9/10 gaves a huge beaming smile. It does change my outlook in to which is my attraction circle. Wven those we locked eyes and she was hot, I felt this natural fearless attraction coming up. It was like she waited for me to drive in.
Energywise, it matched hard for those moments.
"G" acted submissive but kinda confusing. My voice and speech, aswell as bodylanguage was slightly invasive, just as with "C" last weekend and with "S", and displayed non fearlessness. She was all shiwing off, but man, some girls flirt in ridiculous ways that I just want to take it from them and get on with it.
Blame it on my sadism which is growing and growing in bdsm like fashion. I simply do not give a fuck.
Anyway, I saw my face morph while going ham on shoulders. Like a beast drilling back in my eyes from the mirrors. Some guys came to me asking for advice and I went smooth in speech, just flowing automatically.
I take whats mine and showed it in my interaction with "G" when I was done with training. Her eyes were sparkling.
Alright, so, to draw some of Shannons journal discussion topic, I see it happen, and it will happen, that women approach and inject themselves at the gym, only to have ut ending up in banging. The tides are turning.