01-25-2016, 07:54 AM
day 8
I can tell the fears are starting to dissolve. I'm becoming more aware of self doubt/opposite of self confidence, and it plagues me quite a bit! Thankfully I have someone to help me point it out so I can really help work on it. I wonder how the self doubt stems from fear? I know it does, but I'd like to know exactly how.
I woke up 5 times last night, each time from a dream that was "scary". i put it in quotes because it wasn't freakishly scary, but it was definitely fear influenced.
One of the dreams I recall quite clearly is that I was supposed to be with a girl, and we were supposed to have sex but i ended up in the same room as a guy... and things were weird, so homophobia i suppose is being dealt with.
I can tell the fears are starting to dissolve. I'm becoming more aware of self doubt/opposite of self confidence, and it plagues me quite a bit! Thankfully I have someone to help me point it out so I can really help work on it. I wonder how the self doubt stems from fear? I know it does, but I'd like to know exactly how.
I woke up 5 times last night, each time from a dream that was "scary". i put it in quotes because it wasn't freakishly scary, but it was definitely fear influenced.
One of the dreams I recall quite clearly is that I was supposed to be with a girl, and we were supposed to have sex but i ended up in the same room as a guy... and things were weird, so homophobia i suppose is being dealt with.