04-17-2016, 07:56 AM
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my friends threw a surprise goodbye party for me... that was very thoughtful of them, but it only made the pain of separation worse. i've made some really good friends here in houston, but i'll have to leave them all behind for a year while i'm gone.
there's a lot more positive stuff happening, and as much as i'm sitting here wanting to write an update for y'all, something's telling me not to. it's like the details of what's happening for me is irrelevant and redundant. if you run this program, you will have your own journey of healing to go through, and even though the situations might be slightly different than mine, the healing process is the same and so there's really nothing worthy of being written here, except that this forum is another place i feel welcomed and at home... so any updates i'm writing now is just to update y'all on what's going on in my life, which is really not what this journal is supposed to be about.
but to be fair, i stopped going on the pheromone forum as well, so i really think it's just me making more valuable use of my time. who knows, it can all change tomorrow. so that's my story and i'm sticking to it.
my friends threw a surprise goodbye party for me... that was very thoughtful of them, but it only made the pain of separation worse. i've made some really good friends here in houston, but i'll have to leave them all behind for a year while i'm gone.
there's a lot more positive stuff happening, and as much as i'm sitting here wanting to write an update for y'all, something's telling me not to. it's like the details of what's happening for me is irrelevant and redundant. if you run this program, you will have your own journey of healing to go through, and even though the situations might be slightly different than mine, the healing process is the same and so there's really nothing worthy of being written here, except that this forum is another place i feel welcomed and at home... so any updates i'm writing now is just to update y'all on what's going on in my life, which is really not what this journal is supposed to be about.
but to be fair, i stopped going on the pheromone forum as well, so i really think it's just me making more valuable use of my time. who knows, it can all change tomorrow. so that's my story and i'm sticking to it.