(10-09-2016, 01:34 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(10-09-2016, 01:31 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: Honestly, v2.4 has me so tightly wound up that I'm close to quitting subs altogether. Three weeks of constant resistance now. Self-destructiveness coming out. I've done so well in regards to my weight cut, then just totally destroyed it these last two days. Constant headaches. Unable to work. Constant depression, even though things are looking up. Extreme body dysmorphia.
Debated taking a week break, but I'm going to try and break through.
Do you feel that what you are experiencing would be eliminated without the healing modules?? Is that why you would like to try 2.5?
Yes -- I'd like a short reprieve from the healing / clearing without having to quit the sub or revert to v2.3. That is, if v2.5 is just v2.4 without healing. AND, if v2.5 won't take too much time to build. Shannon mentioned before that it'd literally take a day to untag the healing modules and build -- that alone completely eliminates this "let's keep him focused on v3" argument. Remember, it seems that you notice the effects of healing subs the most after you stop running it. So, while I may not have reached a "day one" level yet, I may be clear enough to fare better on v2.5 than I did on v2.3.
It's worth the test. It allows Shannon to see how well the new targeted healing modules are working. If I get even decent results, that'll be an upgrade from v2.3's results, which gave me crazy get internal results but ghosted a ton of women from my life.
On the flipside, v2.3's manifestations were INSANE. Last night, I even had a memory resurface of #3 blatantly trying to get me to take her back to my house. I totally missed the opportunity and that's probably why she vanished -- incongruency. There was a moment when we were cuddling in my favorite bar where she kept "accidentally" sliding her hand over my crotch. Then, she asked me what my favorite movie was. I told her it was Unbreakable, by M. Night Shyamalan. She got excited and said, "let's watch it! I'm serious." Stuck in my head, I thought she meant in the future (since she had to work the next morning). In retrospect, I see she meant right then. To me, that IS the program goal -- she was trying to get me alone, and I fucking bungled it.
Anyway, I think it's worth giving v2.5 a try. I'm not anti-healing, and I'll jump back on v2.4 if 2.5 does nothing, but there's really no real reason to oppose the release of v2.5.