01-05-2016, 01:42 AM
(01-01-2016, 12:57 PM)apollolux Wrote: The main winter holidays are come and gone, and anger and sexual frustration continue to mount. I spent Christmas alone and crying, angry that I continue to do the work but other people like the one-itis who led me to seek out self-improvement solutions like subs who don't do the work and aren't deserving have good fortune handed to them.
The TV show "My Name is Earl" had it right about karma: Where's the good?
Fortunately for me, I had some money for the New Year's Sale, so I will soon run BIABWS+DAOS.
You can still feel good even if you spend your Christmas and new year alone. It doesn't mean much to party like a crazy drunk bastard and the next morning been dead on your bed.
For the first time in my life I felt that this year party even if I stay alone I would still be happy. It's a great feeling to have and you will certainly have it too if you use sub long enough. Remember that happiness come from inside and not outside. This One-itis can have all she want externally and still feel sick, dead inside .You can play on that psychologically, like poker, you have the wrong hand but you still win because you felt stronger inside and had the gut to go for it.