Posting here to note that I feel extremely upset and sad that the realization that "I'm not important enough to anyone I care about" has been extremely strong today and yesterday, and that I broke down in tears today because I feel lonely and alone on Christmas. I still don't know what I did wrong or to whom to deserve this nonsense.
Don't know how much of the realization and/or breakdown is because of subs or not, but based on experience I'm under the assumption that without subs I would not have broken down in tears at that realization the way I did today.
Don't know how much of the realization and/or breakdown is because of subs or not, but based on experience I'm under the assumption that without subs I would not have broken down in tears at that realization the way I did today.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …