Maybe. So far inconsistency in my life has resulted in legitimate concern over physical and mental health and unreliable and untenable employment and housing occurrences.
Semi-related, just finished my appointment with therapist and apparently the fear and feeling that I'm being punished for being male is strong and supposedly deeply rooted. I know and acknowledge that I will need to eventually allow myself the time and patience to run and process EHPRA again, but I don't feel I have that just yet, as I feel like I continue to react instead of respond, always defensive instead of being proactive, and that when running and processing EHPRA I feel overly sensitive and not necessarily in control of my emotions and presence.
Semi-related, just finished my appointment with therapist and apparently the fear and feeling that I'm being punished for being male is strong and supposedly deeply rooted. I know and acknowledge that I will need to eventually allow myself the time and patience to run and process EHPRA again, but I don't feel I have that just yet, as I feel like I continue to react instead of respond, always defensive instead of being proactive, and that when running and processing EHPRA I feel overly sensitive and not necessarily in control of my emotions and presence.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …