12-14-2015, 10:57 AM
Day 2 of rest after 2nd BASE run
I'm slowly regaining my alertness in the last two days. It definitely feels as if I'm still processing information, but little by little I'm gaining focus. I guess I should take better care of myself. (even though I think I do a pretty good job right now)
I'm still torn between OF 5G and running BASE again. I've been clearing up lots of fear regarding relationships of any kind, which seems to have very much transformed the way I interact with other people. I'm still in the nihilism stage (where nothing seems to matter or make sense), but it's a matter of time before I start to appreciate the new state of events.
OF will definitely be useful, but BASE still seems like a wiser long-term choice, since I already have the momentum of 2 consecutive runs. It's going to be a tough choice, that's for sure.
I'm slowly regaining my alertness in the last two days. It definitely feels as if I'm still processing information, but little by little I'm gaining focus. I guess I should take better care of myself. (even though I think I do a pretty good job right now)
I'm still torn between OF 5G and running BASE again. I've been clearing up lots of fear regarding relationships of any kind, which seems to have very much transformed the way I interact with other people. I'm still in the nihilism stage (where nothing seems to matter or make sense), but it's a matter of time before I start to appreciate the new state of events.
OF will definitely be useful, but BASE still seems like a wiser long-term choice, since I already have the momentum of 2 consecutive runs. It's going to be a tough choice, that's for sure.