10-14-2014, 10:59 PM
Stage 6 day 26:
There is only one thing in my mind right now "sex" (it started around 5 days ago). Every time I closed my eyes or try to rest I think about sex. I try to resist/control the urge but I failed several times. Yesterday I was trying to learn to sit in a lotus position and I was still thinking about sex (the fact that it was a woman on the video didn't help).
Another thing I noticed is that I'm really lazy recently. Even with simple thing. I feel like everything is long and hard to do. For this reason I'm not going to do any post or pm related to helping people with astrology until I get back to myself. Even for writing this post I had to force myself. I think it's related to the resistance I'm currently facing with AM6.
There is only one thing in my mind right now "sex" (it started around 5 days ago). Every time I closed my eyes or try to rest I think about sex. I try to resist/control the urge but I failed several times. Yesterday I was trying to learn to sit in a lotus position and I was still thinking about sex (the fact that it was a woman on the video didn't help).
Another thing I noticed is that I'm really lazy recently. Even with simple thing. I feel like everything is long and hard to do. For this reason I'm not going to do any post or pm related to helping people with astrology until I get back to myself. Even for writing this post I had to force myself. I think it's related to the resistance I'm currently facing with AM6.