09-16-2016, 10:44 PM
day 180 - fin
this is the 6th month of life tune up. I am going to listen to it tonight and possibly tomorrow night as well but I will be changing to Ultra success and something in a 3g to compliment it.
on to ltu...
I've been irritable the last 2 days and treated someone like crap...its like last minute resistance or something. thats why the extra days.
I feel like 75% of my reality is super great
I check myself out in the mirror (I have been losing weight)
procrastinate less
starting to adapt a big picture mentality and getting over selfishness
finally talking to my father and stepmother after years of not
I'm not embarrassed about my past
commitment, dedication, and responsibility are stronger
oh...and I got that job I was worried about...funny thing is, I would tell myself to stop worrying when I noticed it. I am taking conscious control of my emotions better. I have been training just finished a few hours ago and they asked me to come in to open which means I have to miss my brother's birthday party. sux. but I just started 2 days ago so I can't ask for a day off right away...butt!
that aside, I got an income. you know whats weird...I got this job to be closer to my crush. ain't that some funny coincidence? I climb one hurdle and find a sandtrap behind the hurdle.
so my feelings for my crush have, I want to say diminished but, they are. would I say no to her...HELL NO! she's hot. that would be silly. but I don't get sad or depressed anymore. its more like neutral and positive feelings only.
oh crap, I gotta be up in a few hours...cutting this short...to be continued.
this is the 6th month of life tune up. I am going to listen to it tonight and possibly tomorrow night as well but I will be changing to Ultra success and something in a 3g to compliment it.
on to ltu...
I've been irritable the last 2 days and treated someone like crap...its like last minute resistance or something. thats why the extra days.
I feel like 75% of my reality is super great
I check myself out in the mirror (I have been losing weight)
procrastinate less
starting to adapt a big picture mentality and getting over selfishness
finally talking to my father and stepmother after years of not
I'm not embarrassed about my past
commitment, dedication, and responsibility are stronger
oh...and I got that job I was worried about...funny thing is, I would tell myself to stop worrying when I noticed it. I am taking conscious control of my emotions better. I have been training just finished a few hours ago and they asked me to come in to open which means I have to miss my brother's birthday party. sux. but I just started 2 days ago so I can't ask for a day off right away...butt!
that aside, I got an income. you know whats weird...I got this job to be closer to my crush. ain't that some funny coincidence? I climb one hurdle and find a sandtrap behind the hurdle.
so my feelings for my crush have, I want to say diminished but, they are. would I say no to her...HELL NO! she's hot. that would be silly. but I don't get sad or depressed anymore. its more like neutral and positive feelings only.
oh crap, I gotta be up in a few hours...cutting this short...to be continued.
