11-16-2015, 03:15 AM
Day 55
Days completed = 37
Days missed = 18
Another missed day to the tally, urgh!. Got 10 days to go for my first run of EPRHA. I did a 12 hour stint on Saturday night, was pretty drunk before going to bed and putting on the US. Hit me hard on Sunday. Had feelings of being trapped in a mental prison, felt like claustrophobia, like reality wasn't real and I'm inside this invisible bubble.
Freaked me out! Its the third time ive had this feeling now, ive never had it before so im hoping its a sign of my subconscious trying to deal with issues, and battling with itself trying to repress them by making me fearful.
I was actually close to not doing the sub on Sunday night, I was fearful to put it on and do it - but I went for it anyway. I guess this is what you call resistance! Hoping for a solid 10 day run now to finish my first stage. Going for 6 with this sub.
Days completed = 37
Days missed = 18
Another missed day to the tally, urgh!. Got 10 days to go for my first run of EPRHA. I did a 12 hour stint on Saturday night, was pretty drunk before going to bed and putting on the US. Hit me hard on Sunday. Had feelings of being trapped in a mental prison, felt like claustrophobia, like reality wasn't real and I'm inside this invisible bubble.
Freaked me out! Its the third time ive had this feeling now, ive never had it before so im hoping its a sign of my subconscious trying to deal with issues, and battling with itself trying to repress them by making me fearful.
I was actually close to not doing the sub on Sunday night, I was fearful to put it on and do it - but I went for it anyway. I guess this is what you call resistance! Hoping for a solid 10 day run now to finish my first stage. Going for 6 with this sub.
NEW - Basic Speaker Setup for Subliminals - HERE
My EHPRA Journal - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5779.html
My Intro and Ramblings - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5785.html
My EHPRA Journal - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5779.html
My Intro and Ramblings - http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5785.html