01-31-2011, 08:53 PM
This might have nothing to do with it,
but I ve look at porn about a couple of times in the last 4 months
usually not even for that long and not even neccasrily taming the snake, and each time has lead to 1-3 horrible next days, or at the best just I feel ok
but much more powerless, I can't state enough how bad I think this kind of thing is for guys, and a strip joint might have a similar effect. It just downloads negative crap into is. In fact I have a theory that male angst in the modern age is due to porn lol.
I think pushing ur comfort zone is awesome and highly doubt it has anything to do with how u feel.
I think its most likely the resistance to old structures in the mind falling apart and being replaced. I know how much it sucks so just hang through, u don't even have to have faith, just keep the play button on and before u know
ull be better than before.
but I ve look at porn about a couple of times in the last 4 months
usually not even for that long and not even neccasrily taming the snake, and each time has lead to 1-3 horrible next days, or at the best just I feel ok
but much more powerless, I can't state enough how bad I think this kind of thing is for guys, and a strip joint might have a similar effect. It just downloads negative crap into is. In fact I have a theory that male angst in the modern age is due to porn lol.
I think pushing ur comfort zone is awesome and highly doubt it has anything to do with how u feel.
I think its most likely the resistance to old structures in the mind falling apart and being replaced. I know how much it sucks so just hang through, u don't even have to have faith, just keep the play button on and before u know
ull be better than before.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.