07-17-2012, 12:04 PM
So i'm back after 3.5 weeks off. Had an awesome holiday with some interesting results.
* I was away with family and found that I was getting along better with my brother who's what you would call an alpha and less with my other brother (this used to be the other way round).
* My humour had increased
* I was generally quite relaxed for most of it
* I was a bit more comfortable around women
* I didn't think into things to much just enjoyed for the most part
I did also notice that I was still quite affected by what my family said about me and did get a little jealous at times of my brother who gets a lot of girls.
Now onto where I need to head with subs next. I'm getting kicked out of my parents place in two months and i'm scared, really scared. I view this as a good thing moving out but it will be the first time I have done it without a girlfriend.
I'm thinking of either running ASC or Remove the negativity within next to help get over this fear and to feel like I can do it. Thoughts on what might be best here?
* I was away with family and found that I was getting along better with my brother who's what you would call an alpha and less with my other brother (this used to be the other way round).
* My humour had increased
* I was generally quite relaxed for most of it
* I was a bit more comfortable around women
* I didn't think into things to much just enjoyed for the most part
I did also notice that I was still quite affected by what my family said about me and did get a little jealous at times of my brother who gets a lot of girls.
Now onto where I need to head with subs next. I'm getting kicked out of my parents place in two months and i'm scared, really scared. I view this as a good thing moving out but it will be the first time I have done it without a girlfriend.
I'm thinking of either running ASC or Remove the negativity within next to help get over this fear and to feel like I can do it. Thoughts on what might be best here?
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
