01-05-2016, 06:04 PM
I don't know what's happening. I feel anxious, vulnerable, and unconfident. Negative thought patterns are resurfacing. I notice myself thinking and feeling in ways I thought I had conquered. My drive and self-assurance is missing. I had gotten used to feeling a certain level of good. Now it's like my progress from the past year of AM6 is slipping. I haven't felt this bad in a long time.
Resistance? This late into Stage 6? It could be related to what I wrote yesterday about my subjective response to feeling sick, but this is pretty intense.
What the fuck.
Resistance? This late into Stage 6? It could be related to what I wrote yesterday about my subjective response to feeling sick, but this is pretty intense.
What the fuck.
Under heaven all can see beauty as beauty only because there is ugliness.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.