07-27-2023, 12:11 PM
When I told GF that I looked in the mirror and saw someone who looked different than before, she just rolled her eyes. I guess it's a self perception shift.
But I have noted that yet more restaurant staff and managers are treating me differently than usual.
Today is my day on, and last night there was a part of me wanting it ASAP, but I could not do that without exposing GF, and she is very happy running OGSF. So I had to wait until I could go to my office and work. The experience this morning was that I was emotionally not feeling great this morning during breakfast; not terrible or depressed or anything like that, but not very good. That faded out while I was actually listening, but after listening, I feel bloated. This is apparently a way that some part of my primal awareness communicates some sort of discomfort with my conscious self. There is definitely some sort of belief being changed that is uncomfortable for me to change. But this discomfort is telling me that change is being made, and happening at very, very deep levels. That is a very good thing.
I am, and have been since before I started Money Magnet, dealing with some uncomfortable changes that will have to take place within the next 2-3 months, and they affect my finances significantly. Money Magnet is currently trying to work against my inner child and/or my inner primal awareness on the fears this has caused to surface. That appears to be a significant part of why I'm not feeling good, and would likely be the case to some degree with or without it. But with it, the changes taking place are not just external, and that's added to the discomfort. These changes are necessary, and will have positive outcomes. I'm glad I have programs like UMS v2 and MM to help get me through this.
But I have noted that yet more restaurant staff and managers are treating me differently than usual.
Today is my day on, and last night there was a part of me wanting it ASAP, but I could not do that without exposing GF, and she is very happy running OGSF. So I had to wait until I could go to my office and work. The experience this morning was that I was emotionally not feeling great this morning during breakfast; not terrible or depressed or anything like that, but not very good. That faded out while I was actually listening, but after listening, I feel bloated. This is apparently a way that some part of my primal awareness communicates some sort of discomfort with my conscious self. There is definitely some sort of belief being changed that is uncomfortable for me to change. But this discomfort is telling me that change is being made, and happening at very, very deep levels. That is a very good thing.
I am, and have been since before I started Money Magnet, dealing with some uncomfortable changes that will have to take place within the next 2-3 months, and they affect my finances significantly. Money Magnet is currently trying to work against my inner child and/or my inner primal awareness on the fears this has caused to surface. That appears to be a significant part of why I'm not feeling good, and would likely be the case to some degree with or without it. But with it, the changes taking place are not just external, and that's added to the discomfort. These changes are necessary, and will have positive outcomes. I'm glad I have programs like UMS v2 and MM to help get me through this.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!