06-18-2012, 03:55 PM
Day 7
Today I was at work, when a female employee tried to manipulate into doing something that I first didn't want to do, and I thought she could have done it, but she didn't want to do it. So, I put her on the spot about telling her, how you women around here are always wanting us "men" do everything for you because you think that is what us men are for. I have been told by the women, that is what you men are for to do things for us when we don't want to do it. I told her, you women needed to start doing things for yourself and stop trying to manipulate me into doing something that you can do but don't want to.
Today I also noticed that I was just being cocky and somewhat arrogant/confident, I would just tell people how I felt if they were doing something that hit a nerve. Just spouting out random things to be cocky/funny, and I was told by some women, "you're a jerk." However, at the same time they were laughing and the body language told a different story. Plus, I am starting to take charge with things at work; I am becoming calmer, and relaxed when talking with the bosses. Like if they pull me in in order to talk to me, I stand there, not nervous and not fidgeting with my hands/fingers. My breathing was so very calm that I was aware of being in the present moment. Usually, my body would be one place, but my mind would be somewhere else and miss some of what the person was saying.
Today I was at work, when a female employee tried to manipulate into doing something that I first didn't want to do, and I thought she could have done it, but she didn't want to do it. So, I put her on the spot about telling her, how you women around here are always wanting us "men" do everything for you because you think that is what us men are for. I have been told by the women, that is what you men are for to do things for us when we don't want to do it. I told her, you women needed to start doing things for yourself and stop trying to manipulate me into doing something that you can do but don't want to.
Today I also noticed that I was just being cocky and somewhat arrogant/confident, I would just tell people how I felt if they were doing something that hit a nerve. Just spouting out random things to be cocky/funny, and I was told by some women, "you're a jerk." However, at the same time they were laughing and the body language told a different story. Plus, I am starting to take charge with things at work; I am becoming calmer, and relaxed when talking with the bosses. Like if they pull me in in order to talk to me, I stand there, not nervous and not fidgeting with my hands/fingers. My breathing was so very calm that I was aware of being in the present moment. Usually, my body would be one place, but my mind would be somewhere else and miss some of what the person was saying.