Day 9
So far I have had some weird dreams, most them I don't remember them half of the time. Last night I had a dream of being on the highway, as I got to a turn area on the highway, I stopped and for some reason I tried to go up this small hill that had curve in it. Sort of like a mountain that has dirt trails that let you drive up to. But for some reason I couldn't drive up it, like it was too small or something. I vaguely remember what the reason was but there were some other people there talking to me, but have no idea what they said.
So far I seem to be more care free, and I can feel when I am getting anxious about anything. I feel the drive that I need to find something better in terms of my job aspect, that this is not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have had that feeling for a long while now, but it is getting stronger now.
So far I have had some weird dreams, most them I don't remember them half of the time. Last night I had a dream of being on the highway, as I got to a turn area on the highway, I stopped and for some reason I tried to go up this small hill that had curve in it. Sort of like a mountain that has dirt trails that let you drive up to. But for some reason I couldn't drive up it, like it was too small or something. I vaguely remember what the reason was but there were some other people there talking to me, but have no idea what they said.
So far I seem to be more care free, and I can feel when I am getting anxious about anything. I feel the drive that I need to find something better in terms of my job aspect, that this is not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have had that feeling for a long while now, but it is getting stronger now.
