06-23-2016, 10:17 AM
Stage 6, Day 5
I've been clearing huge loads of anger over the past week or two on a variety of seemingly unrelated topics. Now I feel like I've lost my edge, my drive to achieve. That drive has always been ebbing and flowing for me, which tells me it really was the anger this whole time, and now I can't seem to be able to generate it at all.
Hopefully, a new and deeper way to motivate myself will come up soon and it will be more sustainable and harmonious. Right now I feel as if I'm completely out of fuel, which will only force me to dig deeper for it.
I've been clearing huge loads of anger over the past week or two on a variety of seemingly unrelated topics. Now I feel like I've lost my edge, my drive to achieve. That drive has always been ebbing and flowing for me, which tells me it really was the anger this whole time, and now I can't seem to be able to generate it at all.
Hopefully, a new and deeper way to motivate myself will come up soon and it will be more sustainable and harmonious. Right now I feel as if I'm completely out of fuel, which will only force me to dig deeper for it.