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07-29-2017, 08:46 AM (This post was last modified: 07-29-2017 08:51 AM by DarkPlouf.)
Post: #41
RE: DMSI Journey
Quote:You may find minimalism interesting...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKhQ75DfD2k
Seems interesting, thank you Smile

Another note to my journal:

I really feel like DMSI A cleansing is kicking in since Day #14. That night when I ran 8-11 loops. Since that day I feel good and my depression stoped. Day #15 I managed to "say goodbye" to Z. I was running a movie in my head, about how much I ***** up with her, ect, I acknolowdege it then let it go.
Ever since, I do not think that much about her.
And, as DMSI is cleansing my crappy beliefs, I'm more and more aware to what I trully want. I appreciate that "I don't give a ****" attitude and I want to explore it more, that's probably why I have that urge to work on myself, my feelings, my spirituality.
Being peaceful is what matters to me now, all these wanting and chasing is meaningless.

I'm still not sure if it's my subconscious resisting, but tbh the path I want to take seems more healthier to me, than constantly chasing girls, wanting their approval, worrying about them, ect.

On a related note, about my attractiveness, and the confidence on my look. Well, I stopped seeing myself as the most handsome man on earth. I miss this feeling. But I'm accepting myself regadless, I'm just...me.
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07-30-2017, 08:32 AM
Post: #42
RE: DMSI Journey
Day 18.
2 loops hybrid track (low volume).

Felt a sharp pain on my stomach while listening to it.
Idk what the **** it means...

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07-31-2017, 07:18 AM (This post was last modified: 07-31-2017 07:18 AM by DarkPlouf.)
Post: #43
RE: DMSI Journey
Day 19.
2 loops hybrid track (low volume).

What the actual **** ? I'm listening to DMSI and I'm weeping ? Lol I feel so desperate for no reason.
I hope the sub is cleansing something big and it's not just a random weird shit happening.

I just hope I'll get more of Goal #2 before switching.
Quote:improve your self esteem, self respect, sense of self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness, self support, self confidence, self image, overcome fear, guilt and shame

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07-31-2017, 04:47 PM
Post: #44
RE: DMSI Journey
That is a good sign something is coming up to be worked on. Usually when you're getting emotional it's a sign of that.
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07-31-2017, 10:04 PM
Post: #45
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Quote:That is a good sign something is coming up to be worked on. Usually when you're getting emotional it's a sign of that.
I hope so ! Let's see. I'll listen to low volume today again. Maybe it works more on me that way !
Tho with low volume I don't get hungry anymore.

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08-01-2017, 09:44 AM (This post was last modified: 08-01-2017 09:48 AM by DarkPlouf.)
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RE: DMSI Journey
Quote:Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.
That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

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08-01-2017, 12:32 PM
Post: #47
RE: DMSI Journey
Day 20.
3 loops hybrid track (normal volume).
I broke the first loop because someone went in my room, so I finished it then decided to run 2 more loops instead of one.

I finished listened to it some hours ago but I still feel its effects I guess. I feel good, I feel enough, I feel complete. It's the IDGAF feeling I was getting lately. This time it's more peaceful tho.
Again I lost interest in women, lol. Why is my libido low under DMSI contrarly to most people here ?
I think these effects are kickin' in:
Quote:self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness
I like that feeling. I even managed to get up and work on my computer.
The sub makes me lazy usually.

If I feel like that everyday then I'll probably stick with DMSI lol. I don't care about getting IOIs or women or whatever I just like that peaceful feeling of being "enough".

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08-01-2017, 01:05 PM (This post was last modified: 08-01-2017 01:06 PM by RTBoss.)
Post: #48
RE: DMSI Journey
(08-01-2017 09:44 AM)Plouf Wrote:  
Quote:Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.
That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

Doubtful it's the LDS - it would have to be the most sexually attractive and reproductively suitable female you've EVER met in the WORLD. There are a lot of people on this forum claiming they've met their LDS target - I sincerely doubt that.

(08-01-2017 12:32 PM)Plouf Wrote:  Day 20.
3 loops hybrid track (normal volume).
I broke the first loop because someone went in my room, so I finished it then decided to run 2 more loops instead of one.

I finished listened to it some hours ago but I still feel its effects I guess. I feel good, I feel enough, I feel complete. It's the IDGAF feeling I was getting lately. This time it's more peaceful tho.
Again I lost interest in women, lol. Why is my libido low under DMSI contrarly to most people here ?
I think these effects are kickin' in:
Quote:self worth, self liking, self love, self validation, deservingness
I like that feeling. I even managed to get up and work on my computer.
The sub makes me lazy usually.

If I feel like that everyday then I'll probably stick with DMSI lol. I don't care about getting IOIs or women or whatever I just like that peaceful feeling of being "enough".

Sounds like you're healing and clearing, and that you're experiencing what comes after something significant has healed or cleared successfully. Life gets better, and then it's on to the next layer of H/C. DMSI is a rollercoaster for that reason. Definitely worth sticking with, IMO.
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08-01-2017, 01:08 PM
Post: #49
RE: DMSI Journey
(08-01-2017 01:05 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 09:44 AM)Plouf Wrote:  
Quote:Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.
That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

Doubtful it's the LDS - it would have to be the most sexually attractive and reproductively suitable female you've EVER met in the WORLD. There are a lot of people on this forum claiming they've met their LDS target - I sincerely doubt that.

Lol.

By definition we HAVE to have met her for it to fit with the phrasing.

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08-01-2017, 01:33 PM
Post: #50
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Well yeah, that's why I'm wondering if DMSI can affect people at distance without using the sniper.
Can her behavior really be a coincidence ? I doubt it to be honest. And I didn't tell all the story.
The past 3 days she's so sticky. When I text her and then go away she freaks out.
That's so weird I don't even know what to think.

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08-01-2017, 01:34 PM
Post: #51
RE: DMSI Journey
Quote:Sounds like you're healing and clearing, and that you're experiencing what comes after something significant has healed or cleared successfully. Life gets better, and then it's on to the next layer of H/C. DMSI is a rollercoaster for that reason. Definitely worth sticking with, IMO.
Yeah, seems so ! Yesterday I weeped after all. I guess DMSI cleared something and that's why I feel good today.

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08-01-2017, 01:40 PM
Post: #52
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Oh, I think we'll know if yes or no she's affected by DMSI if she tries to flirt. If she doesn't flirt then I'm somehow friendzone af or something like that.

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08-01-2017, 01:51 PM
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(08-01-2017 01:40 PM)Plouf Wrote:  Oh, I think we'll know if yes or no she's affected by DMSI if she tries to flirt. If she doesn't flirt then I'm somehow friendzone af or something like that.

I wouldn't doubt she's affected by DMSI. There does seem to be long distance affectation, even if a person is not the LDS target.
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08-01-2017, 02:47 PM
Post: #54
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(08-01-2017 01:08 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:  Lol.

By definition we HAVE to have met her for it to fit with the phrasing.

I'm not sure if it's stated when we must've encountered her, meaning that we could potentially snipe a girl we haven't met in what we perceive as "now" or the past.
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08-01-2017, 02:53 PM (This post was last modified: 08-01-2017 02:54 PM by RTBoss.)
Post: #55
RE: DMSI Journey
(08-01-2017 01:08 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 01:05 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 09:44 AM)Plouf Wrote:  
Quote:Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.
That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

Doubtful it's the LDS - it would have to be the most sexually attractive and reproductively suitable female you've EVER met in the WORLD. There are a lot of people on this forum claiming they've met their LDS target - I sincerely doubt that.

Lol.

By definition we HAVE to have met her for it to fit with the phrasing.

You know what I meant, Sarge. Quit being a pri*ck.

I'm saying that people are like, "She's my LDS!" I'm 37. My LDS could live in fuckin' Germany for all I know. It'd be awhile before she's back in my life.
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08-01-2017, 04:09 PM
Post: #56
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You're being way too serious..

It's not weird that she's sending you hearts, it's her liking you. But you going to her "what are you doing? whats your intent?' that is weird.. to her. Instead of just being playful with it. Wink

She's NOT gonna come out "oh my intent is to **** you because I like you" or something and asking for that isn't going to help.
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08-01-2017, 06:32 PM
Post: #57
RE: DMSI Journey
(08-01-2017 02:53 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 01:08 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 01:05 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(08-01-2017 09:44 AM)Plouf Wrote:  
Quote:Another girl was giving me more attention lately. She started that behavior about a week ago. But yesterday evening she was throwing me a lot of kiss & heart emoticons, asking me what did I do to her.
Her behavior of today could be because of DMSI, or not.
That girl on day 2. She's acting weird lately again.
I noticed that about 3 days ago but didn't give much thought. Today while listening to DMSI she texted me and sent me like 30 heart emoticons ^^''. I asked her motive she said it's a secret. I know emoticons don't mean a thing but isn't it weird ?
Is it DMSI ? It never happened to me tbh. But I don't even know her well, not even how she looks like. I doubt it's the LDS effects.
Can DMSI affects targets at distance besides the LDS effect ?

Doubtful it's the LDS - it would have to be the most sexually attractive and reproductively suitable female you've EVER met in the WORLD. There are a lot of people on this forum claiming they've met their LDS target - I sincerely doubt that.

Lol.

By definition we HAVE to have met her for it to fit with the phrasing.

You know what I meant, Sarge. Quit being a pri*ck.

I'm saying that people are like, "She's my LDS!" I'm 37. My LDS could live in fuckin' Germany for all I know. It'd be awhile before she's back in my life.

Woah, chill. I actually didn't know what you meant.

I've met my own personal perfect 10 woman. Hotter than anyone I've ever seen. I met her years ago.

From what I understand in the wording, the LDS is someone we must have met in real life AT SOME POINT. Therefore, the woman I met is definitely my LDS. Haven't seen her yet though.

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08-02-2017, 12:45 AM
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Quote:But you going to her "what are you doing? whats your intent?' that is weird.. to her. Instead of just being playful with it.
I was quite playful and I was teasing her too. I just don't want to show the content of the message here.

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08-02-2017, 12:50 AM
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I woke up not feeling good today. Something is bothering me and I don't know what exactly.
And I feel like I can lose my temper in a second.

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08-03-2017, 08:25 AM
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I don't like how the good feelings I get under DMSI fade so quickly :'(.
As I said:
Quote:If I feel like that everyday then I'll probably stick with DMSI lol. I don't care about getting IOIs or women or whatever I just like that peaceful feeling of being "enough".
But today again I feel like crap. I wonder if Attract Positive Energy can help me maintain that mindset.
That's just what I'm after right now.

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