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DMSI Journey
08-03-2017, 08:30 AM
Post: #61
RE: DMSI Journey
Oh but I noticed something really interesting about Z !!!
Today I could think about her and run films in my head about her, but I wasn't feeling any grief, shame or any other negative feeling. I was quite "neutral" about it, it surprised me.

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08-05-2017, 12:59 AM
Post: #62
RE: DMSI Journey
I woke up really, really tired today. Hungry with no energy too.
Ironically I'm so lazy now to get up and cook something...Or is it because I am low of energy ?
This is tiring...

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08-05-2017, 01:49 PM (This post was last modified: 08-05-2017 08:12 PM by Plouf.)
Post: #63
RE: DMSI Journey
Day 24.
2 loops hybrid track.

Felt euphoria while listening to DMSI.
Today I was around women a lot. Didn't notice any IOI to be honest. Tho there was this woman in the train that was staring at me a lot. But not in a sexual way. I felt she was curious or intrigued. When I looked at her she looked away then resumed staring at me again. Again it wasn't in a sexual way so I don't think it was DMSI. She was more like "Hu, what's with this guy ??".

Today I got aware of one of my fear: I'm afraid of women of another "breed" than me. Or rather, I'd say I'm not afraid anymore of women of my own breed. That's why I notice how intimidating those others women are now.

I'm stopping listening to DMSI today. I have shit that need to be done, NOW. August will be hard for me if I continue DMSI. DMSI is making me procrastinate as ****. And I'm tired of feeling crap and tired all the the time.

So, after 24 days of DMSI here's what I noticed:
-Slight increase in self-esteem, self-confidenc, ect. Well I felt the goal #2. It's subtle but at least I got something.
-Huge boost in how I perceive my look. I feel very handsome most of the time.
-My stuttering decreased. I had a light to middle stuttering. It's not bothersome tho, but in those 25 days I noticed I'm more fluent. I guess DMSI helped.
-Didn't feel goal #1 and #3.
-My life became a mess because of all the tiredness, low energy, procrastinating and depression that DMSI induced. And I even lost weight. I was already skinny before DMSI but now it's pretty bad.
-Less afraid of women of my own breed. When I think of approaching them for instance I don't feel anxious or shy.
-I appreciated the "I don't care attitude" and the euphoria that I sometimes got under DMSI. Sadly they never last long
-Lost interest in women
-Decrease of my libido

The next time I listen to DMSI for the cleaning I'll make sure I have at least 3 months free of duties and work.

So starting from today I'm going to listen to Ultra Motivation. And I'll add Attract Positive Energy in a few days too. I really need some motivation for August or else I'll **** up with my life. And I hope APE will help me overcome my depression. I wanted to listen to OF in the first place but I've work that need to be done.

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08-05-2017, 05:34 PM
Post: #64
RE: DMSI Journey
By breed you mean women who share different viewpoints, experiences and ways of living right? I experienced the same thing. Aura was great with women who I felt intuitively that I "knew," weak with other women.
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08-05-2017, 08:02 PM
Post: #65
RE: DMSI Journey
I meant ethnicity. Sorry I couldn't find the right translation.

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08-05-2017, 08:14 PM
Post: #66
RE: DMSI Journey
Forgot those points:
-I appreciated the "I don't care attitude" and the euphoria that I sometimes got under DMSI. Sadly they never last long
-Lost interest in women
-Decrease of my libido

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09-01-2017, 07:29 AM (This post was last modified: 09-01-2017 07:30 AM by Plouf.)
Post: #67
RE: DMSI Journey
Initially I wanted to run ASC for September (and more depending on the results) but figured I should just run DMSI since goal #2 enhance much more than just self-confidence, and I wanted to get some of the DGAF attitude again.
I finished my important work for August so September is safe to mess arroung. Unless something unusual comes up.

The past 4 days I was really mindfull of my mental, physical states and emotional well being. Because I wanted to know how the sub I'd run for September would change me.
During these 4 days I was more or less normal. Enjoying my daily routine without much complaints. I wasn't excessively happy, but I wasn't sad at all nor depressed.

So, today I ran DMSI 3.1 A. I wanted to only run 2 loops but the media player I downloaded recently sucks so ***** much and I only realized it when I woke up. I have a playlist of 2 tracks of DMSI, but the player looped throught them the whole night, even tho the "loop" option was off. -_-""

So, first blatant effect of the sub on me: I woke up at 3PM. I slept at 1AM so I just slept for 14 hours.
But I remember I slightly woke up at 12AM, feeling tired and feeling like shit to be alone. I was too low of energy to woke up totally so I just drifted to sleep until 3PM.

Now at 3PM I don't feel as much tired, and my motivation is somewhat normal, but my mood is low. Seems like a low to middle depression. Nothing seems enjoyable and life is favorless.

Tonight I'll make sure to only run 2 loops as I plan to stick to that amount until the end of September.

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09-03-2017, 08:07 PM
Post: #68
Run 2 - Day 3
Just pasting my post on Shannon's journal.
Quote:Shannon, does DMSI induces a shielding from emotional pain ?
While listening to the loops I keep getting negative thoughts of my past, how I ***** up and all, but they aren't painful. It's like I know they are supposed to hurt me but I'm somehow immune to the pain.
It happend too on my first run on DMSI. I was able to recall my cringy past with a neutral mindset, without being too much hurt. But now I'm not even hurt at all. It's like I'm just someone else observing the thoughts.

It may be time...As time heals wounds. But if DMSI has a shield from emotional pain it may be that too.

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09-04-2017, 06:37 AM (This post was last modified: 09-04-2017 06:38 AM by Plouf.)
Post: #69
RE: DMSI Journey
Seems like I do not resist with 2 loops of the ultrasonic version =).
And I listen to it while sleeping. On my first run I was mainly listening to DMSI awake, using the hybrid version.
It's maybe too soon to tell but I don't seem to get much "conscious" effects. I mean, on first run I could react to the sub right away (euphoria, idgaf attitude, depression, crying) but it doesn't seem the case now since I listen to it while sleeping, and the ultrasonic version doesn't seem to make my subconscious build walls.

Ultrasonic + listening at night may be my sweet spot. The firt day I clearly overdid it by listening to it for more than 8 hours, hence the tiredness and loss of energy.

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09-05-2017, 03:47 AM
Post: #70
Day 4
**** yeah. No resistance today again Evilgrin.

And it's not like the sub isn't working.
Firstly yesterday before sleeping I went into a fight on a forum. I called out someone's ***** and I was really harsh...Lol poor guy. I was extremelly irritated for nothing.
That's something realy unusual from my thinking pattern as I try to be at best the Zen guy. I prefer to shut up than cause issues. Idk if my sudden anger was due to something being clearing in me...

Then, last night I dreamed a lot. No in fact I just could remember that I dreamed a lot. Most of the dreams were about the past. I dreamed about girls I met in high school.
I was even close to enter a lucid dream. There was a very vivid music in one of my dreams, that really moved me some years ago when I listened to it for the first time. Uppon hearing it in my dream it sorts of triggered my lucidity. And I was drifting into sleep paralysis.
Unfortunately I react too soon and got kicked out of the dream.

Well so far, everything is good. US seems to be the Key for me.
So now I guess I can stop worrying about resistance, just run that damn sub and enjoy life, and the results SmokeSmokePirate.Hehe

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09-07-2017, 07:12 AM
Post: #71
Day 6
Just chillin' today again. I feel so good Smoke Pirate.
A girl told me today I'm handsome. Cool

Guys, idk what's happening since run #2 but I feel ***** awesome SmokeSmoke.

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09-09-2017, 04:47 AM
Post: #72
RE: DMSI Journey
Switched to B, 2 loops yesterday night.
As for now, I'm still good.

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09-09-2017, 06:00 AM
Post: #73
RE: DMSI Journey
(09-07-2017 07:12 AM)Plouf Wrote:  Just chillin' today again. I feel so good Smoke Pirate.
A girl told me today I'm handsome. Cool

Guys, idk what's happening since run #2 but I feel ***** awesome SmokeSmoke.

When DMSI Executes, it EXECUTES! And it's amazing...

It seems like the sub is executing for you this run. Excited to read what happens next in your Adventures in Candyland. Smile
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09-10-2017, 05:22 AM (This post was last modified: 09-10-2017 05:26 AM by Plouf.)
Post: #74
Day 9
Okay last night I ran the hybrid version instead of the ultrasonic one.
And....I'm still pretty ok. Confused
It doesn't seem like I stopped resisting because of the US version.
There is a big contrast between this run and my first run. I was a total mess before, with no energy nor motivation to do anything. The resistance was kickin' hard.
But now I just feel normal. It doesn't even look like I'm running a sub.

Well I noticed since a few days ago I get sleepy past 11PM and if I stay up too late I get headache, but it's probably just the brain exhausted because of DMSI. Nothing to be freaked out then Wink.

So, this is my second day on DMSI B, and I'm going to switch from A/B every 7 days.

Yesterday night DMSI probably did something. The girl I dated two weeks ago texted me. I thought she wanted to chat but she just greeted me and told me good night.
That was probably a good occasion to ask her out again but I'm not interested.

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09-12-2017, 04:12 PM
Post: #75
RE: DMSI Journey
Right now I'm in a state where I don't even need a girl, nor want one.
It's like on my first run...I have no desire to go after girls at all.
I think it's good because I feel enough by myself and it's a great feeling, but at the same time I'm worried because an healthy man is naturally wired to go after women, primitively, just for sex at least.

Like on run #1, my libido is pretty low. How I am without DMSI is pretty funny, hopping to get a gf or a sexual partner just to lose that damn V card. But while running it I don't give a ***** damn about that.

Is DMSI supposed to makes me feel like that ?

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09-12-2017, 06:18 PM
Post: #76
RE: DMSI Journey
(09-12-2017 04:12 PM)Plouf Wrote:  Right now I'm in a state where I don't even need a girl, nor want one.
It's like on my first run...I have no desire to go after girls at all.
I think it's good because I feel enough by myself and it's a great feeling, but at the same time I'm worried because an healthy man is naturally wired to go after women, primitively, just for sex at least.

Like on run #1, my libido is pretty low. How I am without DMSI is pretty funny, hopping to get a gf or a sexual partner just to lose that damn V card. But while running it I don't give a ***** damn about that.

Is DMSI supposed to makes me feel like that ?

It's a good thing dude. Remember what I said about being nonchalant with women, it screams high value. When women can be around a man who isn't overtly trying to get in their pants, they can ease up and relax. From there comfort builds and then attraction.

Flow with it. Let the sub take you where you need to go. Being a horndog is actually unattractive to women who aren't already sexual with you.

Not giving a damn about sex is sexy. I think you need to let go of that assumption "all healthy men need to be horny". While true in one sense, it can frighten women if that's the vibe you're giving of. Allow the women to come close first, be intimate then once enough comfort is built go sexual.
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09-12-2017, 06:31 PM (This post was last modified: 09-12-2017 06:34 PM by Plouf.)
Post: #77
RE: DMSI Journey
Oh so you're really not going to ignore me. Good thing. In spite of our disagreements I wouldn't want to blacklist you. That wouldn't be a good ambience really.

Quote:It's a good thing dude. Remember what I said about being nonchalant with women, it screams high value. When women can be around a man who isn't overtly trying to get in their pants, they can ease up and relax. From there comfort builds and then attraction.

Flow with it. Let the sub take you where you need to go. Being a horndog is actually unattractive to women who aren't already sexual with you.

Not giving a damn about sex is sexy.
Yes I agree. And that's a state I like to be in too. I feel powerful. I feel like I have the choice, so I'm not freaked out to be lonely or to still be a virgin.

Quote: I think you need to let go of that assumption "all healthy men need to be horny". While true in one sense, it can frighten women if that's the vibe you're giving of. Allow the women to come close first, be intimate then once enough comfort is built go sexual.
I'll remember that. I may have this idea of men because of the media and the idea of how a man is supposed to be from the society.

Thanks for your input. It seems like I'm executing DMSI this time and I'm eager to see where it'll lead me.

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09-12-2017, 06:42 PM
Post: #78
RE: DMSI Journey
Lol, you were being rude in that one post. It's ok man, we're all here to grow and better ourselves. I have nothing against you personally.

"I'll remember that. I may have this idea of men because of the media and the idea of how a man is supposed to be from the society."

Bingo

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09-14-2017, 06:25 PM (This post was last modified: 09-14-2017 07:42 PM by Plouf.)
Post: #79
RE: DMSI Journey
I have something interesting to report.

But before that I have to report that while listening to DMSI B, my belly was burning. I felt an intense heat almost during the 2 loops. At a point that heat was expending toward my throat, to a point where it seemed like I was breathing fire.
I never experienced such thing. Probably the energy sourcing.

Now the big thing.
Well guys I experienced a manifestation...If I can say it that way, and the famous auto-pilot thing.
I reported some days ago that a girl I dated for now 3-4 weeks texted me out of the blue right ? It was a few days after I started DMSI. Yesterday another girl texted me out of the blue.
That girl who seemed to like me a lot during my first run. If you guys remember I was wondering if it was due to DMSI or not. I got a hint when she was telling me "what did you do to me ?" but now it's pretty obvious that girl is somehow affect by DMSI.

So, she texted me yesterday. Before that we haven't talked at all for more than 3 weeks. So she texted me and I experienced something really interesting. That was probably the auto-pilot technology but I have no idea if it's supposed to work for online meetings.
We talked for like 3 hours, and I was wit as ****. No kidding. It was the best convo I ever had with a girl. I said things I didn't know I was capable of. They seemed to come from a magickal hat or something of the sort. When I look back now at the convo I'm still dumbfounded at what I said. I can't believe my eyes. That girl was so hocked up, she laughed so hard, and here's the blatant effect of DMSI: she told me she likes me and that she wants me to be her boyfriend. She exprimed being sad too because we're not in the same country. Given that she even proposed me to be her somewhat "virtual boyfriend" but I "declined" (the right way) because it's meaningless to me. I'm not interested at getting nudes or staring at women jerking off to me given that I can't touch them physically. That's just porn to me and that's a big NO NO.

Well there's a lot of stuff I can't tell because of privacy but that was basically that. So I got a blatant manifestation. It's the first time in my life a girl tells me that obviously she's interested in me. And on top of that I experienced the auto-pilot thing and that's what leaves me surprised the most.
Shannon, if you read me , you have to apply the auto-pilot technology to all of your subs ! This is really crazy. The user does things he never thinks he would be capable of.
But please correct me if what I experience isn't the auto-pilot since, as I said, I'm not sure if it's supposed to work for online meetings.

That was an interesting day indeed...
But I won't end on a positive note. I went out today and clearly exposed around girls I'm interested: there is absolutely no aura. I'm as invisible as before.
Looking forward the aura on 3.2.
I'm not bothered by it really as I'm on DMSI mainly for the h/c and for the empowering feelings I get but that'd be neat if the aura could work.

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09-14-2017, 08:32 PM
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RE: DMSI Journey
Plouf, welcome to IML. Enjoy the ride
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