08-22-2017, 12:21 AM
Day 33
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
Feeling much more awake today also. Yesterday morning and also this morning, I had the feeling like I didn't really need coffee, but I had one anyway.
I haven't increased my amount of sleep from before, so it makes me wonder if maybe the tiredness I felt was due to healing/clearing making me feel shitty, which I then mistake for tiredness.
Currently, I feel like I'm smarter and more alert, but then in practise my typing and the sentences produced seem really sloppy. I'll write a sentence and then forget where I was going with it half way through.
I'm starting to really feel like opening a successful boxing gym and kitting it out with everything I want is a possibility. I can see myself driving to the gym every morning, having all my punchbags, mirrors, a ring, cool fight posters, music blasting, a big screen TV with old fights playing. Having my members turn up, chatting shit with them, watching them train and giving them pointers. When I see this image, I feel a yearning, a true excitement, and I really fucking want it.
I'm going to write out this morning a step by step process as to what I have to do to make this become a reality. It feels very strange, like not quite real. Reality bending in effect perhaps.
If I didn't have a girlfriend it would be easier, because I'd be willing to live (and sleep) in the gym for the first few years until it got off the ground.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
Feeling much more awake today also. Yesterday morning and also this morning, I had the feeling like I didn't really need coffee, but I had one anyway.
I haven't increased my amount of sleep from before, so it makes me wonder if maybe the tiredness I felt was due to healing/clearing making me feel shitty, which I then mistake for tiredness.
Currently, I feel like I'm smarter and more alert, but then in practise my typing and the sentences produced seem really sloppy. I'll write a sentence and then forget where I was going with it half way through.
I'm starting to really feel like opening a successful boxing gym and kitting it out with everything I want is a possibility. I can see myself driving to the gym every morning, having all my punchbags, mirrors, a ring, cool fight posters, music blasting, a big screen TV with old fights playing. Having my members turn up, chatting shit with them, watching them train and giving them pointers. When I see this image, I feel a yearning, a true excitement, and I really fucking want it.
I'm going to write out this morning a step by step process as to what I have to do to make this become a reality. It feels very strange, like not quite real. Reality bending in effect perhaps.
If I didn't have a girlfriend it would be easier, because I'd be willing to live (and sleep) in the gym for the first few years until it got off the ground.