05-21-2017, 01:16 PM
Here we go!!!
After running AM5 for barely a month two years ago, I figured it was too much for me mentally and I got very depressed. I was not an Alpha male. I was needy Beta always seeking approval, begging women to be with me and so on. That one month completely changed me. I realized that few weeks after stopping AM5. I know that first stage is only for cleaning up yourself. Well, after that one month. I didnt tolerate any BS anymore. I became motivated and Ive seen women only as sex objects from that point on. In this two years Ive had 2 girlfriends and left them both. My standards got way higher than they used to be. Last few months I started to catch feelings for a girl I knew for one year. I felt like beta for first time since first AM5 run. It was a bad feeling and I was literally begging her to hang with me and although she loved it and was always hugging me and even came to my house a few times I realized she is trying to put me into friendzone.
Long story short I started AM6 stage 1 four days ago and results so far are quite good.
This is what happened so far:
-After just one day of listening on Friday morning I was really pissed of at my crush. Her indecisivness made me angry and I decided to tell her that I am not going to continue to be her friend, because I dont see it working out that way. I was clear and didnt tolerate bullshit at all. We discussed being friends with benefits before but she is scared of catching feelings. Needless to say she is my ex´s best friend ( I know Im a piece of shit
).
After that I felt great actually and It got better...
-Friday night was time for some party. So I took my phone and wrote to a girl that is a clear 10! I think she is the prettiest girl around for sure but she was always finding a reason not to hang with me. Well this time she was down for it and we went out together with some friends and she seemed attracted by me. She even texted me when she got home that she hopes she left a good impression on me.
-The same night I met like 4 old friends I havent seen in a while and we made plans to hang out some more in the following days.
- Other observations:
My bestfriends girlfriend looked at me and said that I look very cute, more than usual. That made me feel uncomfortable but at the same time I knew that this stuff is working already.
- As for effects of these first days:
Neediness - Gone I am not even thinking about my crush anymore. Its like it all dissappeared in a few days.
Friends Circle - Growing Old friends calling and calling inviting me for parties and drinks. Pretty happy about that.
Confidence - Being myself I feel very confident and I dont care how other people see me.
Off to bed now for some quality hours with ultrasonic version.
So far so good.
After running AM5 for barely a month two years ago, I figured it was too much for me mentally and I got very depressed. I was not an Alpha male. I was needy Beta always seeking approval, begging women to be with me and so on. That one month completely changed me. I realized that few weeks after stopping AM5. I know that first stage is only for cleaning up yourself. Well, after that one month. I didnt tolerate any BS anymore. I became motivated and Ive seen women only as sex objects from that point on. In this two years Ive had 2 girlfriends and left them both. My standards got way higher than they used to be. Last few months I started to catch feelings for a girl I knew for one year. I felt like beta for first time since first AM5 run. It was a bad feeling and I was literally begging her to hang with me and although she loved it and was always hugging me and even came to my house a few times I realized she is trying to put me into friendzone.
Long story short I started AM6 stage 1 four days ago and results so far are quite good.
This is what happened so far:
-After just one day of listening on Friday morning I was really pissed of at my crush. Her indecisivness made me angry and I decided to tell her that I am not going to continue to be her friend, because I dont see it working out that way. I was clear and didnt tolerate bullshit at all. We discussed being friends with benefits before but she is scared of catching feelings. Needless to say she is my ex´s best friend ( I know Im a piece of shit
).After that I felt great actually and It got better...
-Friday night was time for some party. So I took my phone and wrote to a girl that is a clear 10! I think she is the prettiest girl around for sure but she was always finding a reason not to hang with me. Well this time she was down for it and we went out together with some friends and she seemed attracted by me. She even texted me when she got home that she hopes she left a good impression on me.
-The same night I met like 4 old friends I havent seen in a while and we made plans to hang out some more in the following days.
- Other observations:
My bestfriends girlfriend looked at me and said that I look very cute, more than usual. That made me feel uncomfortable but at the same time I knew that this stuff is working already.
- As for effects of these first days:
Neediness - Gone I am not even thinking about my crush anymore. Its like it all dissappeared in a few days.
Friends Circle - Growing Old friends calling and calling inviting me for parties and drinks. Pretty happy about that.
Confidence - Being myself I feel very confident and I dont care how other people see me.
Off to bed now for some quality hours with ultrasonic version.
So far so good.
