Trip.1e Bag It - Wrapping Up with my Aura Jimmy Hat - DMSI V3.1

[Nox]

bookstores and whole foods (or whatever hippie grocery is around).

Always girls in yoga pants. Always neat little doodads to check out. Can literally spend hours there for free. Often have free samples in the stores, and you can usually talk to the girls in the coffee shop area of the bookstore to get samples.

Only thing better is if you happen to have a yoga studio that also sells stuff. Yoga mats and other overpriced nonsense. You can check stuff out there for gifts for girls you know and the girls love to be helpful.

[SargeMaximus]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

I know that's what you think I should do, but typically I just sit around home waiting for people to invite me to things...

[4Kingdoms]

Maybe you should take some of 4K's advice, go to a random bar, and just see what happens?

RT, broaden your mind.

Yeah, lol - I sat there justifying to myself by saying, "If I were a single virgin like Sarge, then I'd go out by myself..."

I said when I started this program that I wasn't looking to get laid, but get rid of sexual neediness, neediness of attention from other women, and get the program to execute on my wife. My ego wants the attention, so I use that to justify staying home and being pissed about it.

It seems I've put myself into a catch-22.

I know that's what you think I should do, but typically I just sit around home waiting for people to invite me to things...

IMO... both of you are very lucky. I take care of my 72 y/o blind Mom, by choice - a labor of love. I have to arrange for someone to watch her whenever I go to work, go out with friends, and when I'm in a relationship... it becomes a logistical nightmare. One girl told me to tell my Mom to take the bus if my Mom needs to go shopping!! And my Mom wants to know why I spend so much time with whichever girl I'm hooking up with.

I always wonder how differently my life would have turned out if my Mom didn't lose her vision from a brain tumor pressing against her optic nerve when she was 30 y/o.

[SargeMaximus]

Ouch, that's unfortunate about your mom 4K. Of course, you're lucky you have a mom worthy of such devotion. Wish I could say the same. My mom is running herself into the ground (most definitely where I got that part of my personality from lol) and my greatest fear is that one day she'll guilt trip me (successfully) into caring for her.

Although, on the bright side, because of my mom's influence on me, I've developed a strong attraction to women who are independent and financially secure.

[RTBoss]

Ouch, that's unfortunate about your mom 4K. Of course, you're lucky you have a mom worthy of such devotion. Wish I could say the same. My mom is running herself into the ground (most definitely where I got that part of my personality from lol) and my greatest fear is that one day she'll guilt trip me (successfully) into caring for her.

Although, on the bright side, because of my mom's influence on me, I've developed a strong attraction to women who are independent and financially secure.

Stay away from my wife, Sarge, hahaha!

I'm blessed in my situation. I don't have problems, I really don't. I should probably make it clear, my posts should be taken in context of testing the program.

I work 10-12 hours/week, and take time off when I want for going out-of-town/whatever. My wife has the bigwig education and career, and she's earning the big bucks to support our family. I'm lucky to have her. I get to spend massive amounts of time with my kid (soon to be kids, plural). I'm very grateful that we have a roof over our heads, food in abundance, healthy bodies, and (usually) healthy minds. I'm well aware we're in the .00000000001% of the world in blessings & abundance.

It's all relative. There's always someone with more, and less. There's always someone smarter, better looking, healthier, having cooler experiences, etc, etc. I don't need all that, but I do need to heal my own wounds, release my own fears, and make myself the best version I can be so I can, at the very least, be the best husband and father I know I can be. I need my children to grow up with a limitless mentality, and be whoever they're here to be and do whatever their hearts and minds desire to do, with FERVOR and EXCITEMENT, in the healthiest way possible.

So if we're getting in "bigger picture," talk, I have it better than good. Within the context of the program, there are frustrations - just as everyone else is having their own personalized version. You're a good dude, 4K, taking care of your mother as you do. I wish you both the best.

[SargeMaximus]

Ouch, that's unfortunate about your mom 4K. Of course, you're lucky you have a mom worthy of such devotion. Wish I could say the same. My mom is running herself into the ground (most definitely where I got that part of my personality from lol) and my greatest fear is that one day she'll guilt trip me (successfully) into caring for her.

Although, on the bright side, because of my mom's influence on me, I've developed a strong attraction to women who are independent and financially secure.

Stay away from my wife, Sarge, hahaha!

Lol, no promises dude.

[Shannon]

She would eat you alive, Sarge, lol.

4K, have you considered trying MHS 5.5G for your mother?

[SargeMaximus]

She would eat you alive, Sarge, lol.

Lol, yeah I'd prolly wet myself.

[Shannon]

She would eat you alive, Sarge, lol.

Lol, yeah I'd prolly wet myself.

And not in a good way... for either conversational point. lol

[SargeMaximus]

She would eat you alive, Sarge, lol.

Lol, yeah I'd prolly wet myself.

And not in a good way... for either conversational point. lol

Unless she's into those.

[RTBoss]

Haha, that was a funny exchange to wake up to.

Yesterday, I got my loops in listening to the TS masked .FLAC - -30 dB phone direct-connect to soundbar.

The last loop I put on a sleep mask, and faded off into a twilight state, and my whole body went cold/numb - felt like I was flooded with an icy cool energy. Sexual imagery dominated my mind's eye.

I actually remembered some dream details from last night.

I dreamed I had my right foot surgically removed (same foot as my unborn daughter's clubfoot) and I was going to receive an implant in the stump that would allow a bionic foot to be attached. I was telling everyone that I would be sore from the implant when I walked on in, because Shannon's models said so! Sure enough, my first steps were quite painful. No one else believed me, as they didn't know Shannon or what his models were capable of.

The other dream I remember, I was flying around with Jason Issacs - the new captain cast in the Star Trek Discovery series that has yet to film and air on CBS. Only, everything was Lego. Star Wars is always doing Lego versions, but not Star Trek. I'm pretty sure I was human, while everything else was Lego. Weird.

[RTBoss]

Trained my mom this morning - she asked if I wanted to go to lunch. I said, sure, after I go to the gym...

Get to the gym, the guy takes my membership card and says, "Your buddies just got in the pool." The guys I lift with sometimes swim (I never join them) but this guy taking my card knows me, and knows I lift with them I guess. Huh. I've never spoken with him.

A girl I walked next to on a treadmill yesterday was back again today. Yesterday, while on the treadmill, she endlessly put her hair up into a ponytail and looked my direction multiple times. She had her arms up wafting pheros around for something like 5 minutes. I switched machines after she left (this is still yesterday, btw), only to find that she was using yet another treadmill right in front of my favorite elliptical. This gave me a spectacular view of her (very, very nice) ass. I tranced-out staring at it, and felt extremely turned on. She left, again, shortly after that. I couldn't help but feel she was sniped and may have been so turned on that she had to get out of there...but that's just speculation.

Anyway, today, she was wearing makeup. I don't think I've ever seen her wear makeup, as she really doesn't need it. It was very natural, not overdone, which I like. I used a machine that was in clear line-of-sight of the machine she was using. I kept my eyes on her, and eventually she started looking around and saw me. Her next machine of choice was right in front of me. In between sets, she started resting a hand in her crotch. She stayed close by my entire workout, taking sneaky glances. When my two lifting buddies got out of the pool and changed, they sought me out and we chatted. I took up as much room as possible (standing, hands out wide on the bench's bar in front of me), naturally displaying alpha body language. I didn't do it on purpose, it just felt comfortable. I saw her looking at the three of us using one of the mirrors. I left shortly thereafter.

Met my mom for lunch, had a really cute server. She immediately started biting her lip when she got to our table. Her gaze was quite...interested. She kept dropping things around our table, making little mistakes, but it was the end of the meal that was unmistakable. "Thanks for coming!" I say, "You're welcome," and she says back, "You're w-w-welcome!" What? Then, realizing how she said it after I said it, she laughed, and so did I.

Methinks the aura is kickin' in like a horse.

[RTBoss]

Add me to the "gets free shit," category.

Had a craving for Taco Bell breakfast after the gym. Pulled into the drive-thru and ordered. While ordering, an older woman employee was out smoking, waiting to change the menu from breakfast to lunch/dinner.

I order, and I'm told I can't get an item I want b/c they're out of hash browns, and breakfast is over. I say, "Breakfast goes until 11, no?" I'm told, essentially, "Too bad," so I order something different. Then the old lady walks over to the speaker and says, "And you're buying his breakfast today, right Tami?" "Yes, ma'am." Apparently, the old lady was the manager. She then said, "Order anything else you want, it's on me." I'm not a greedy person, so I just ordered what I intended and said, "Thanks."

Not much happening at the gym today. I locked eyes with the fitness model my lifting buddy has been hitting on (and getting in trouble for). I didn't do so intentionally, but damn, she has the kind of eyes that pierce right through you. It was only a split second, but b/c I wasn't expecting it, it was like a slap in the face. I wonder what it's like for a person on the other side, locking eyes with a person exuding the DMSI aura...

[chaosvrgn]

Add me to the "gets free shit," category.

Had a craving for Taco Bell breakfast after the gym. Pulled into the drive-thru and ordered. While ordering, an older woman employee was out smoking, waiting to change the menu from breakfast to lunch/dinner.

I order, and I'm told I can't get an item I want b/c they're out of hash browns, and breakfast is over. I say, "Breakfast goes until 11, no?" I'm told, essentially, "Too bad," so I order something different. Then the old lady walks over to the speaker and says, "And you're buying his breakfast today, right Tami?" "Yes, ma'am." Apparently, the old lady was the manager. She then said, "Order anything else you want, it's on me." I'm not a greedy person, so I just ordered what I intended and said, "Thanks."

Not much happening at the gym today. I locked eyes with the fitness model my lifting buddy has been hitting on (and getting in trouble for). I didn't do so intentionally, but damn, she has the kind of eyes that pierce right through you. It was only a split second, but b/c I wasn't expecting it, it was like a slap in the face. I wonder what it's like for a person on the other side, locking eyes with a person exuding the DMSI aura...

Yo, this happened to me yesterday at work. I walked around the corner and ran straight into this GORGEOUS chick that I didn't even know worked here. My office is off by itself and has it's own private entrance. Not to mention, this is a tech company -- it's literally full of fat, filthy betas that look at me funny for dressing nice. I had no idea that a sexy ass woman like her would work here. Anyway, I came around the corner and we bumped into each other and literally just sat there for 5 seconds staring. I got the impression that she was thinking, "yo, move" and so I did. But now I wonder what she was really thinking...