DMSI 6-C (FRM+DRS) Adventures and Musings

[Have at ye]

Feeling frustrated today, especially with my professional situation (no paid gigs until February, oyy).

Not getting much in the way of results except that some attractive women who'd usually put on a bitchface (f.in. while tending the bar or working the cash register) are gradually letting go of the facade and being very nice to me.

[Have at ye]

Feelin' good today, had a good piano lesson with pianist chick no. 1 (for whom I'm totally hot, but I dunno, if she's getting sniped she's not showing it overmuch; she does posses the quality of stiff-upper-lip, methinks, though, especially when working), had physiotherapy - and I finally broke and started taking prescription painkillers for that psoas syndrom and I'm experiencing tremendous relief. Finally should be able to focus on constructive stuff.

It's funny - I don't feel overly sexual, but whenever I see an attractive woman I'm like "whoo boy, what a hottie" in my mind's monologue. We'll see how this develops.

[Have at ye]

Still getting tons of FRM/healing-like dreams. Hopefully I'll finish working it out soon enough and get some hawt DMSI action going.

My psoas situation feels a bit better after yesterday's physiotherapy. So hopefully after next week's physiotherapy I'll feel up to snuff because I have four events in a row over the weekend and want to snipe some ladies while I'm at it.

Procured some stuffies to help on with my career. At least one of them feels great and will hopefully bear fruit. I feel somewhat less frustrated, career-wise, thanks to it.

I have auditions on Monday but I'm not taking the job anyway (I'd have to move and a friend who works at the place told me some stuff which made me reconsider). I'll treat it as an exercise then.