02-02-2019, 10:56 PM
I started another “week” of USLM3 during my Saturday afternoon pre work nap. I actually had a very long and involved dream. I don’t remember all of it, but it seemed to last for hours. I was on some kind of camping trip or event with my wife. There were a whole bunch of people there. I met this lady who was famous for some reason (I don’t remember why) and let me tell you, my Subconscious did a REALLY good job building this image, she was smoking hot. She kept pretty blatantly hitting on me, right in front of my wife. I’m not sure if my wife gave any sign that she minded, I don’t think so. The dream ended with her sitting in my lap and uh, really trying to get something to happen. I was thinking that I wasn’t ging to do anything with my wife sleeping right there, but I wondered if I woke her up if she’d be into joining in. Even in dream world, I didn’t think that would fly.
This is atypical for me. Before, on the rare occasions I’ve had sexual dreams and remembered them, the women that they featured have been average looking to considerably below average, but this girl was a hard ten plus. Also they usually haven’t been aggressively going after me the way she was. Im sure that that signifies some kind of psychological shift, and probably a positive one. The part I’m not so sure about is that this was all happening right in front of my wife, and she didn’t seem to be reacting to it. Not sure what that might mean. I once again checked to see if I had been running DAMSI by mistake. Nope.
I showed my wife the product description for LTU yesterday, and to my surprise, she was very positive about it. She has been pretty skeptical about subs in the past and has gotten annoyed when I’ve spent money on them and run them, so this was pretty refreshing. We decided that we are going to purchase it and start running it when I’m on dayshift (that’s coming in the near future) and we’re sleeping at the same time. She also wants to run the universal healing one that’s mentioned when it comes out to see what that does for her MS symptoms.
Other than that, I continue to be struck by how positive I’m feeling almost all the time now. My internal critic is pretty much silent these days too. I gotta say, version 3 kind of sneaks up on you, but things are really looking up. I’m hoping to start version 4 on my next set of days on, can’t wait to see what that does.
This is atypical for me. Before, on the rare occasions I’ve had sexual dreams and remembered them, the women that they featured have been average looking to considerably below average, but this girl was a hard ten plus. Also they usually haven’t been aggressively going after me the way she was. Im sure that that signifies some kind of psychological shift, and probably a positive one. The part I’m not so sure about is that this was all happening right in front of my wife, and she didn’t seem to be reacting to it. Not sure what that might mean. I once again checked to see if I had been running DAMSI by mistake. Nope.
I showed my wife the product description for LTU yesterday, and to my surprise, she was very positive about it. She has been pretty skeptical about subs in the past and has gotten annoyed when I’ve spent money on them and run them, so this was pretty refreshing. We decided that we are going to purchase it and start running it when I’m on dayshift (that’s coming in the near future) and we’re sleeping at the same time. She also wants to run the universal healing one that’s mentioned when it comes out to see what that does for her MS symptoms.
Other than that, I continue to be struck by how positive I’m feeling almost all the time now. My internal critic is pretty much silent these days too. I gotta say, version 3 kind of sneaks up on you, but things are really looking up. I’m hoping to start version 4 on my next set of days on, can’t wait to see what that does.