Running the sub through earbuds while I slept doesn’t work. I’m a side sleeper and I just couldn’t get comfortable enough to get to sleep for more than a couple of hours so I switched to the Bose speaker I use for my non working nights about halfway through.
Today was a bad day. I woke up feeling stressed out, afraid of losing all the progress that I’ve made financially, and not making any career wise. I pushed it off partway by using that visualization again.
Then my wife came home and told me how little of the windfall and refi money is left. Not much. I gave her control of it because throughout our relationship she’s been by far more financially responsible than I was. Apparently Not anymore. That sent me into a stressed out state that I haven’t felt since before I started listening to USLM in the height of our financial troubles this summer. Maybe a little worse than that.
I have a couple theories on what might be happening here.
- USLM3 isn’t working for me nearly as well as one and two did.
- My fear based negative self image is trying to re assert itself, it may be just now trying to fight back, or it may be trying to make a last stand.
- Running the sub during sleep doesn’t work for me.
- Running the sub during sleep is actually working better and bringing stuff up that it wasn’t before.
I will continue running it by speaker as I sleep all this cycle and see what happens.
Today was a bad day. I woke up feeling stressed out, afraid of losing all the progress that I’ve made financially, and not making any career wise. I pushed it off partway by using that visualization again.
Then my wife came home and told me how little of the windfall and refi money is left. Not much. I gave her control of it because throughout our relationship she’s been by far more financially responsible than I was. Apparently Not anymore. That sent me into a stressed out state that I haven’t felt since before I started listening to USLM in the height of our financial troubles this summer. Maybe a little worse than that.
I have a couple theories on what might be happening here.
- USLM3 isn’t working for me nearly as well as one and two did.
- My fear based negative self image is trying to re assert itself, it may be just now trying to fight back, or it may be trying to make a last stand.
- Running the sub during sleep doesn’t work for me.
- Running the sub during sleep is actually working better and bringing stuff up that it wasn’t before.
I will continue running it by speaker as I sleep all this cycle and see what happens.