10-11-2018, 12:37 PM
(10-11-2018, 11:53 AM)Shannon Wrote:(10-11-2018, 11:47 AM)Tigerismyspirit Wrote: Shannon, I've been on MLS since August 28 (I took a 32-day break from DMSI) and the H/C seems to be DMSI-like. It's not as intense as DMSI h/c but still it makes me shed tears and I do have the something-is-stuck-in-my stomach feeling. Other than that, the learning part hasn't improved at all and the procrastination seems to have gone up. Celebrity effect from DMSI is there no more. I have used two 5.5G subs (DMSI and MLS). Before that I used Overcome Approach Anxiety (I think that was 4g) for a couple of weeks prior to switching to DMSI. It's been a year I've been with IML and I didn't have sex on DMSI after trying it for 9 months. I don't want to stop MLS before giving it a three month time. However, why am I resisting your sub? Any insight?
The answer to resistance, the universe and everything seems to be... fear. Everything traces back to that, every time. I know some of you disagree with me on that, but based on my understanding of human psychology and the conscious and subconscious awareness, that's what it is.
That's why I have H&C, and that's why I have been developing the fear removal modules so intensely for almost a year now.
Why don't you want to stop MLS if you're just resisting it?
MLS, unlike DMSI, has worked for most (that's what I gathered from the journals) even though the effects may have happened later during the run. So, I'm a bit hopeful that it may work for me and help me reach my learning goals. DMSI, on the other hand, seemed to have a goal that was far fetched and not achievable (I felt that specially on side A). Moreover, MLS should be used over a three-month time. That's why I'm waiting until the end of next month to determine any progress. Then I may take a month break to try DMSI 3.3 (that depends on how the heavy resisters respond. Sarge/wolverine/Josh will be under my watchdog).
BTW, will I be able to ask for a refund if I don't see MLS results after three months?