09-20-2018, 12:13 PM
(09-20-2018, 09:50 AM)Hatman Wrote: Shannon, I just read your journal post. Could it be those fear removal modules kicking in? Obviously all the obstacles at work and your recent breakup put you in a different state of mind. You were then not afraid to express those thoughts, that were obviously altered by the recent events.
It could be, but they should not be affecting me that way. They are aimed specifically at achieving the goals of B17, and nothing else. It is much more reasonable to explain it as my grieving pattern, because it fits that pattern exactly. When I am grieving, I become un-calibrated and I do and say things that are not always the wisest. This happens whenever I go through a death in my family, or the loss of a pet I have had for 10+ years, or the end of a major relationship I am involved in.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!