08-09-2018, 06:34 AM
(08-08-2018, 01:37 PM)findingme Wrote: Shannon, I would like to share my recent experience.
I've been on E2 now over a week, and like many times before, I got derailed one night. 2 nights ago I ran LTU 5G since it makes me take up responsibilities I've sidelined again and again.
Well, the day after running LTU, I was very soft and weepy, not knowing why. However, it felt like something in me was being exposed and challenged for the better. And I resumed E2 the following night.
To me, tears mean H/C subs are working. I know LTU isn't a H/C sub, but I've tried to squelch my emotions most of my life, and tears tell me "I might get out of this!" It's a relief to cry, especially when fear is usually the strongest voice.
I wondered if LTU's messages of happiness and being good to myself were taken in during that time. To me, happiness means expressing myself without fear. Come to think of it, it may have been the OSGF in it. When I've ran the solo OSFG 5G, I've wept. I've rarely wept on E2, likely due to the auric shielding.
What you are seeing is that the emotional shielding (which shields your conscious mind from the unpleasant effects of the healing and clearing process, not auric shielding, which adds a non-directional reflection shield to your natural aura) has faded, revealing the results of the emotional healing and clearing process underneath.
H&C can work without you crying. In fat if you define it as only working when you cry, then by definition, it can only work as long as you have something to cry about. That is not true. Not all H&C is going to cause tears.
Switching back and forth between programs is not how you get the best results.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!