(05-24-2018, 05:25 AM)Leo1990 Wrote:(05-24-2018, 01:53 AM)Kol Wrote: @Shannon,
I am currently in my break after 14 says of version B, and my last update in my journal goes into the deeper gist.
I am reaching out right now due the crushing resistance probably. This woman, T, has numberclosed my online. Now im having her texting and Im feeling Im regresding strongly. Like, she aint doin anything wrong but it aint leading to nowhere from my side. I seem to be unable to spice anything up right now and it confuses me and makes me want to escape strongly.
Im not even sure why Im reaching out. I just want some feedback right now as it feels like drowing into quicksand.
Any suggestions?
Thank you in advance.
Call her instead of texting.
Thank you for the suggestion.
Normally I would even mind calling girls, like its a breeze or a walk in the park. I have turned convo's sexually pretty fast in the past.
Now Im going all depressed and shit over such a thing, to think, cold calling is something I like. same as with girls I meet on the Streets, it goes automatically from there. but with this girl, she told me certain things and my whole subconscious goes with the heels in the sand and it goes as far as wanting to go to bed and just forget it all.
Closing chapters is something that I wouldnt mind aswell, telling people how it is and where we stand, I even get some pride out of these skills, but now, nothing, nada, freeze response. Just flaking isnt my thing at all, tho there are a shitton of other girls. Even when Im going out, there are countless girls in my direct environment, no matter who or what. That this freeze response comes up seems very out of place, not to say, goes against my values in a way, aswell as my profession.
Perhaps Dimsee is directling me in very harsh ways, turning me all into an asshole and baging without reporting back? But going radio silent when she didnt do anything wrong, only with me going 100% socially inept like I have never been out and about, isnt my thing nor style.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus