05-06-2018, 10:58 AM
DarthXedonias Wrote:I have never had this much fear in a dream before. The main thing I got from it though was that I think my subconscious identifies with my current beliefs so much as to see them as "me". Essentially these current beliefs are my "identity". Therefore I surmised that is sees the 3.2 instructions as trying to "kill me" because it is trying to change those beliefs that I identify so much with. I also realized there could be a secondary thing to take away from this which is that It sees becoming what is needed in order achieve the goals of 3.2 is dangerous not only to myself, by killing "me", but also to women. I could assume this is do to years of indoctrination into being a beta and cuck by all forms of media (toxic masculinity, etc).
I've had this as well. My best piece of advice is to talk to it. Ask it what it's afraid of and what it thinks is going to happen if you do x, y, or z. Try and let it know that you'll be much happier and life will be better.
INFP