03-05-2018, 03:41 PM
Well that's a big fat nope. I'm falling into that trap of convincing myself I'm moving forward when I'm not. Figuring out things, getting insights, breakthroughs, etc. I overthink everything, every single goddamn thing in my life and I'm tired of it. These don't get me anywhere, they are just more distractions from my subconscious mind to get me to avoid to execute. The whole "no wait! You have to do this first!" But you know what? It's always something. Something ALWAYS has to be done first before I'm ready and I'm done doing that.
Last time I started executing hard I developed a massive headache and my mind started telling me something was wrong and that this wasn't the right way to go about things. I spooked it I guess.
No more of this whole figuring out thing. Attempting to speak to the subconscious, finding out where fear comes from, trying to let go of emotional pain and issues, etc. No more over complicating all this when the simple solution is to just stop messing around and just be who I want to be with the help of this sub. No more living in a reality where I have to focus on endless healing and fixing myself.
And now here comes the anger. Done dealing with this nonsense, so fed up with it, so fed up with taking never ending detours from happiness in my life.
Last time I started executing hard I developed a massive headache and my mind started telling me something was wrong and that this wasn't the right way to go about things. I spooked it I guess.
No more of this whole figuring out thing. Attempting to speak to the subconscious, finding out where fear comes from, trying to let go of emotional pain and issues, etc. No more over complicating all this when the simple solution is to just stop messing around and just be who I want to be with the help of this sub. No more living in a reality where I have to focus on endless healing and fixing myself.
And now here comes the anger. Done dealing with this nonsense, so fed up with it, so fed up with taking never ending detours from happiness in my life.
INFP