05-11-2018, 07:48 AM
Stage 6, Day 22:
Not sure why but my routine today is completely opposite of what I typically do. I've been awake since 3:30 in the morning and instead of getting more sleep, I stayed up. Instead of bringing lunch I'm ordering today. My production at work I can't speak for since I just got here, but I don't want to do S*** (could also be because this is the 5th day in a row I'm working overtime). Instead of feeling masculine in a drill sergeant sort of way, I feel more like a playboy today, even though I'm not getting as much attention from women as I have been the past few days or so. Instead of ironing my clothes, I said screw it (clothes were barely wrinkled anyway).
I also notice that I'm not being careless with money today, but I'm not even watching my bank account today. Last thing I notice is that instead of listening to AM6 all at once, I'm spreading it into sessions today. Not sure if I'm having my own personal "opposite day" but at least my actions and thoughts aren't destructive, I feel overall my relaxed about everything.
Not sure why but my routine today is completely opposite of what I typically do. I've been awake since 3:30 in the morning and instead of getting more sleep, I stayed up. Instead of bringing lunch I'm ordering today. My production at work I can't speak for since I just got here, but I don't want to do S*** (could also be because this is the 5th day in a row I'm working overtime). Instead of feeling masculine in a drill sergeant sort of way, I feel more like a playboy today, even though I'm not getting as much attention from women as I have been the past few days or so. Instead of ironing my clothes, I said screw it (clothes were barely wrinkled anyway).
I also notice that I'm not being careless with money today, but I'm not even watching my bank account today. Last thing I notice is that instead of listening to AM6 all at once, I'm spreading it into sessions today. Not sure if I'm having my own personal "opposite day" but at least my actions and thoughts aren't destructive, I feel overall my relaxed about everything.