02-12-2018, 08:56 AM
Stage 3, Day 30:
As I’ve had 4 different women call my phone this morning for various reasons, I had an epiphany. I love women sexually, mentally and platonically...but once it starts crossing over into becoming too romantic or even a deep friendship they start to annoy the hell out of me. I believe this is why I’ve had the history of falling for a woman very hard one year and then by the next, I couldn’t care less if they were around anymore or if we ever spoke again. Logically it doesn’t make much sense to me since women show me a lot of love and loyalty, especially in relationships, somewhere along the line I tend to turn cold for various reasons. I’m gonna have to get to the bottom of this one.
As I’ve had 4 different women call my phone this morning for various reasons, I had an epiphany. I love women sexually, mentally and platonically...but once it starts crossing over into becoming too romantic or even a deep friendship they start to annoy the hell out of me. I believe this is why I’ve had the history of falling for a woman very hard one year and then by the next, I couldn’t care less if they were around anymore or if we ever spoke again. Logically it doesn’t make much sense to me since women show me a lot of love and loyalty, especially in relationships, somewhere along the line I tend to turn cold for various reasons. I’m gonna have to get to the bottom of this one.