02-08-2018, 05:41 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-09-2018, 08:53 AM by DavisMind91.)
Stage 3, Day 26:
After work I picked my daughter up. My wife talked to me and told me she’s tired of our marriage being in limbo. I told her the reason that it is, is because I’m changing and I’m not sure the man I’m becoming wants to be with her long term. We can’t seem to give each other what’s wanted and needed. I’m emotionally unavailable to women at the moment due to being so focused on myself. I asked her once and for all of divorce is really what she wants. She said no but she doesn’t see it going anywhere and neither do I. Either way I’m done with this seesaw of a decision so even if she changes her mind in 2 weeks like she usually does I’ve simply decided based of my current self reflection, and the lack of attention that I’m giving her, that I’m ready to be legally single again. I actually felt relieved after the conversation and I’m looking forward to being divorced due to it being a chapter in my life closing. We still love each other but there’s no point in being together anymore.
After work I picked my daughter up. My wife talked to me and told me she’s tired of our marriage being in limbo. I told her the reason that it is, is because I’m changing and I’m not sure the man I’m becoming wants to be with her long term. We can’t seem to give each other what’s wanted and needed. I’m emotionally unavailable to women at the moment due to being so focused on myself. I asked her once and for all of divorce is really what she wants. She said no but she doesn’t see it going anywhere and neither do I. Either way I’m done with this seesaw of a decision so even if she changes her mind in 2 weeks like she usually does I’ve simply decided based of my current self reflection, and the lack of attention that I’m giving her, that I’m ready to be legally single again. I actually felt relieved after the conversation and I’m looking forward to being divorced due to it being a chapter in my life closing. We still love each other but there’s no point in being together anymore.