12-31-2017, 04:59 PM
Stage 2, Day 19
As I close out this new year I know I’ll be in a good place. Thanks to IML I emotionally healed and became more positive. My level of maturity and wisdom has accelerated probably faster than any other year thus far. In just 6 months I feel as if I’ve made years worth of progress in my self growth. I haven’t felt that way since 2011. Looking back it seems as if I’ve even finished conquering the bit of ptsd symptoms that remained from my tour in Afghanistan as well. I’m glad knowing that I’ll have IML Subs under my belt for a full year and be an even better man by the time 2019 comes in.
I’ve only gotten to listen to around 2 loops today so far, and I plan on cramming in another 2 before midnight but I’ll still have catching up to do starting tomorrow.
- Today I’m pretty irritated with my daughter’s behavior but not responding in a negative way. Just asserting my dominance as her father.
- I’m in a “taking care of business” kind of mood, and getting things done.
- A girl who works at Walgreens stared at me while I walked around and turned a couple seconds after I glanced at her. When I checked out she began acting withdrawn which is strange considering how loud and vivacious she was with other customers just moments before.
As I close out this new year I know I’ll be in a good place. Thanks to IML I emotionally healed and became more positive. My level of maturity and wisdom has accelerated probably faster than any other year thus far. In just 6 months I feel as if I’ve made years worth of progress in my self growth. I haven’t felt that way since 2011. Looking back it seems as if I’ve even finished conquering the bit of ptsd symptoms that remained from my tour in Afghanistan as well. I’m glad knowing that I’ll have IML Subs under my belt for a full year and be an even better man by the time 2019 comes in.
I’ve only gotten to listen to around 2 loops today so far, and I plan on cramming in another 2 before midnight but I’ll still have catching up to do starting tomorrow.
- Today I’m pretty irritated with my daughter’s behavior but not responding in a negative way. Just asserting my dominance as her father.
- I’m in a “taking care of business” kind of mood, and getting things done.
- A girl who works at Walgreens stared at me while I walked around and turned a couple seconds after I glanced at her. When I checked out she began acting withdrawn which is strange considering how loud and vivacious she was with other customers just moments before.